Lately I wish I could go back to when things were simple and I knew what to do. I knew the answers. Now it seems I don't have a clue and no matter what I try nothing works out. I try and try and try but it never seems like it is enough to please you. I am waisting my life trying to do everything for everyone else. I finished what I was supposed to do, but my life isn't moving forward. It used to be so simple, but I am not happy. I am not happy living for everyone else.