COULD MY AUNT AND JOY BEHAR BE NARCISSISTIC BITCHES.

THAT SMELL MYSTERIOUS SMOKE COMING FROM OTHER APARTMENTS WHICH MAKES THEM ANGRY WITH NO BRAINS IN THEIR HEADS AND REALLY UPSETS THEM AND DISTURBES THEM.

MY NARCISSISTIC NON RELATED AUNT ALSO GO APEWILD ANGRY AT WATER IN THE BATHROOM. WATER MAKES THEM HAVE ANGRINESS WITH NO BRAINS IN THEIR HEADS AND UPSETS THEM.

ME AND MY POOR COUSIN AND WHAT

I NEED TO TELL MY AUNT.
THE ONLY AUNT THAT'S NOT RELATED TO ME BY BLOOD, BUT SAID I WAS RIGHT WHEN I COMPLAINED ABOUT MY FAMILY. SHE DIDNT' DEFEND ANY OF THEM. SHE'S THE SAME ONE THAT SAID MY AUNTS AND UNCLES NEEDED A HARD GOOD SWIFT KICK IN THEIR ASSES WHEN I WAS GROWING UP. BUT MY GRANDMOTHER CATERED TO THEIR ABUSE OR ABUSIVE ASSHOLES AS ADULTS.

My cousin that's around my age got beat the shit out of by by uncle and now feels that my cousin is a threat to her mother and so she wants my aunt to get a restraining order and report my cousin the victim. This is what my mother did to me recently after we got into a fight a few years ago and the cunt banged my head against a wall.
How sick and twisted mentally do you have to be to pull this bullshit. The orginal cocksucking abusive bastard is my Uncle that abused my cousin and now she's a junkee that's fucked in the head with a little kid by some strange wierdo creepy hispanic guy in the neighborhood that's the baby daddy.
I feel more sorry for my cousin and the kid. My mother never talks about a restraining order against king penis men with no brains in their heads. It's like they feel safer attacking victims.
So you can only imagine how I feel after my mother pulled this stunt and turned on me by making some type of domestic violence report.

MARRIAGE FOR A JOB and PUERTO RICANS

I guess they like control and bribery N-world.
When I first moved to N-World about 16 years ago at some point I was on the verge of losing my job and I was hanging out with my extended Puerto Rican family in N-world. We went to visit them. Anyway my cousin in laws sister looked at me and mentioned that there were job openings at the hotel or restaurant her Puerto Rican son managed, but he's also looking for a wife. So that's like bribery and sounds an alot like something else. Back than I was the pretty white girl. Now I have nothing and had no life while they got whatever the fuck they wanted and full happy lifestyles.
I tried to get angry at my Uncles to get something or get something done. I tried to get angry at Jewish men to get a job and raise hell and can't get a response. They just ignored me whether they're family or not family.
Oh yes I am tired of being there bunching bag.
Is it bad to feel quilty because I don't want to be around morbid homomen narcissist anymore.
I feel like Im not even supposed to be human anymore and all these cunts do is lie about me.

WHAT PISSES ME OFF

MEN IN N-WORLD LIKE SAFE LITTLE GIRLS THAT THEY CAN CONTROL, DOMINATE, TELL WHAT TO DO, AND ALWAYS KNOW EVERYTHING THAT'S GOING TO HAPPEN. BECAUSE IF YOU GIVE A WOMAN MONEY FREELY AND SHE MAKES A CHOICE SHE MAY DO SOMETHING THAT MAKES HER HAPPY AND YOU ANGRY AND THAN YOU HAVE TO FUCKEN GROW UP AND BE MAN. BUT NOT HERE, HERE THEY ARE LIKE ALL LITTLE FAGGOT HOMO CUTE BOYS. YOU WILL NEVER SEE THEM HIRE OR WORK WITH ANYONE THAT LOOKS LIKE SAMANTHA FOX BECAUSE SHE WAS DANGEROUS EDGY AND SEXY AND THEY NEED THEIR HOMO COCKWORLDS TO FEEL FULL LITTLE BOY SAFETY IN THE OFFICE.

MEN HERE ARE AS UGLY AS SHIT.

SO THEY WASTED THAT HAPPY YOUNG TIME IN MY LIFE BECAUSE AS HOMO FAGMEN THEY NEEDED THAT TO.

EVEN THE ONE THING I HAVE TO SAY WHEN I LIVED IN Mk that AT LEAST MY MOTHER ALLOWED ME TO DRESS SEXY AND I COULD HAVE THAT FEW SECONDS OF HAPPINESS LIVING THEIR BEFORE I MOVED TO THIS FUCKING SHITHOLE