WHITE WOMAN THAT WANT TO PROVE YOUR RACIST

MAYBE NOT ONLY BLACK WOMAN HAVE A CHIP ON THEIR SHOULDER.

REVELATION 101 ON GHETTO WHITE WOMAN

WENT TO THE STORE AND THERE A==WAS A GHETTO WHITE WOMAN ME THINKS. ANYWAY I COULDN'T HELP BUT NOTICE THAT SHE WAS VERY WHITE WITH A MIXED CHILD SO HER FATHER IS EITHER BLACK OR A DARK MEXICAN BECAUSE HER DAUGHTER LOOKED COMPLETELY DIFFERENT.

SO I HAD FORGOTTEN ABOUT HER BECAUSE i WAS TOO TIRED TOO CARE UNTIL I HAD TO LEAVE (PLAY MUSIC FROM JAWS) THE DRUGSTORE. SHE WAS STANDING IN FRONT OF ME WHERE THE OUT DOOR WAS AND GETTING HER LITTLE KID READY TO LEAVE. SO I WAS PATIENTLY WAITING UNTIL AFTER 6 MINUTES SHE LEAVES HER KID THERE WHICH NOW I THINK IS WEIRD TO GO DO SOMETHING UNLESS THE DUMB WHITE BITCH DIDN'T REALIZE SHE IS BLOCKING THE OUT DOOR WITH HER KID AND SHE TOUGHT I WAS OUT TO GET HER BECAUSE SHE HAS A BLACK KID. SO FINALLY WHEN SHE LEAVES HER KID ALL ALONE SOME GUY COMES IN THROUGH THE IN DOOR AND I FIGURE LET ME TRY GOING OUT THAT WAY INSTEAD OF WAITING FOR THIS DUMB BITCH TO MOVE.

NOT ALL WHITE PEOPLE ARE LIKE THIS BUT THERE ARE ALSO ALOT OF DUMB WHITE PEOPLE ALSO WHO ARE SELF CENTERED.

NO MATTER WHAT i SAY ABOUT MY MOTHER WHEN I WAS A KID SHE THOUGHT ME MANNERS AND THAT IF WE WERE STANDING NEAR THE OUT DOOR SHE TOLD ME TO MOVE THE FUCK OUT OF THE WAY SO OTHER PEOPLE COULD GET THROUGH AND LEAVE. NO DUH. SIMPLE.

SHE GAVE ME A NASTY WIERD LOOK. SHE MUST THINK SHE IS HOT SHIT BECAUSE SHE HAD A BLACK KID I GUESS AND GOD ONLY KNOWS WHAT SHE WAS THINKING. THAT WAS THE THING I WAS WAITING AND SMILED AT THE KID BECAUSE THAT'S WHAT PEOPLE DO WHEN THINGS ARE AWKWARD AND THATS WHEN THE DUMB WHITE CUNT GAVE ME A NASTY WEIRD  LOOK LIKE SHE IS ALL THAT OR SOMETHING AND I AM ON GOOD. MAYBE SHE THOUGHT I WAS RICH. HAHAHAHA

MY RANT FOR THE DAY.

MOST OF THE TIME OUTSIDE OF N-WORLD I WILL SMILE AND ACT FRIENDLY AND PEOPLE ARE FRIENDLY TO ME.

MY TRIBE

SOME OF THE PEOPLE I DON'T WANT IN MY TRIBE

1) NUMERO UNO PEOPLE THAT STEAL OTHER PEOPLE'S PERSONAL PROPERTY AND TOUCH OTHER PEOPLE AND THEIR PERSONAL BELONGINGS BECAUSE THEY THINK THEY OWN YOU AND YOUR STUFF.  I AM TALKING ABOUT FOR EXAMPLE: YOUR DOUCHEBAG UNCLE THAT THROWS OUT YOUR $1,000 300 YEAR OLD IVORY COMBING BRUSH THAT YOUR BLACK AFRICAN GRANDMOTHER BOUGHT YOU OR GAVE TO YOU THAT HAS ALOT OF PERSONAL VALUE ALSO AND CAN NEVER BE REPLACED BY ANYONE OR ANYTHING.  I AM TALKING ABOUT THESE THEIVES THAT HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO RESPECT FOR ANYONE OR ANYTHING AND THINK SOMETHING YOU BUSTED YOUR ASS TO CREATE OR SOMETHING SOMEONE ELSE BUSTED THEIR ASS TO CREATE IS A FUNNY JOKE AND CAN BE THROWN OUT IN THE GARBAGE. THOSE PEOPLE I DON'T WANT THEM IN MY TRIBE.

OR THOSE PEOPLE LIKE MY DOUCHEBAG UNCLE THAT HE AND HIS DOUCHEBAG FRIENDS THREW AN ANTIQUE COUCH IN THE GARBAGE THAT WAS 200-300 YEARS OLD MADE OF RARE WOOD AND HANDCARVED ON THE SIDES BY SOMEONE THAT BUSTED THEIR ASS. HE AND HIS FRIENDS TURNED IT DOWN BECAUSE I HAD TO GET TO CLASS AND SHUT DOWN THEIR SEXUAL COMMENTS OR PERVERTED REMARKS.

2) NO ABUSERS THAT NEED TO OVERPOWER OTHER PEOPLE WITH THEIR FAKE HOMO KING SHIT MAN STATUS.  NONE OF THESE MENTALLY DERANGED PEOPLE THAT NEED TO INSTILL FEAR IN OTHER PEOPLE ESPECIALLY WOMEN BECAUSE THEY ARE PUNKS.

I DON'T MATTER.

So it doesn't matter if my health is really bad. If I can't get good health care or take care of myself for 16 years. The only thing that matters is their happinness and getting their full wants and needs met like for my ugly asshole phillipino cousin that makes 200,000 a year. All of a sudden 16 years later he breaks up with his whatever and he needs pussy. WTF?

AND THIS IS THE SHIT THAT MAKES ME ANGRY AS ALL HIGH HOLY HELL. ANGRY AS FUCK.

I can't even get decent glasses and he needs pussy all of a sudden.
He has traveled to the Phillipines frequently which cost serious money and than when I call my family out on things. He says "I WORK HARD" AND MY UNCLE SAYS "I AM STUPID" than how did you pay your mortgage, but I have screwed them over, but I really don't want to screw people over or hold a job over someones head and play games. That's their king shit way of doing things. I just want to get away from them and deal with normal people. I want to get away from the entire area..

I am on a path and hoping I succeed.
I am down because I should have done I should be doing now all the things I want to do instead of living around assholes and their baby faggot needs and wants.

JUST MY THOUGHTS

why would someone that is not even nice to me want sex from me. It's really strange men in N-world and men here. I treat someone like shit and than I want sex from them because I king shit man with no brains in my head.

Some songs give me that simple girl feeling, that happiness for a second that I can never get back to.

more Narcissism from Trans Gay Men

I tell him I'm concerned about his cat, she hasn't been finishing my cats food and usually the gay trans man's cat is a hog. GAY TRANS MAN TURNS IT ON HIMSELF AND SAYS WITH HIS HIGH AND MIGHTY ATTITUDE THAT'S BECAUSE SHE HAS NO SPACE. HE ACTUALLY WANTS EVERYONE AND ESPECIALLY MOMMY TO CATER TO HIS ROYAL GAY ASS.
Im not doing it anymore or I'm not doing it. Get you butch abusive lesbian friend to kiss your ass.
No that's right she wants you to kiss her ass.
Just realized Howard Stern was somewhat right about Rosie O'Donnell.
Back to his cat I tell him he's crazy the cat is always hungry she never cared if the floor was perfectly clean or not before. His cat would gobble up food like crazy. So he doesn't even give a fuck about his own cat. This morning she ran out of the room where she's protected to drink water out of the bathtub.

What's worse is that his mother thinks that if I have my side of the room perfectly clean his gay angry king shit ass will be perfectly satisfied in life.

NOTE: Kids that are raped/molested seem to have this fascination with having a perfectly clean pussy or dick for their rapist. I guess to please them, not sure. So where other people wouldn't give a shit. They always have to have things clean and in order to prove themselves and expect others to live up to their high and mighty standards.. even if they were living in a cardboard box on the street it would still need to be immaculate. ROFLMAO.  All about control.

WHY OLDER JEWISH MIXED WOMEN ARE RACIST AND MTV WAS NEVER RACIST.

Comment from some old Jew Hag or some old Jewish Racist Attorney Lawyer.

MTV WAS RACIST BECAUSE WHEN THEY FIRST STARTED THEY ONLY HAD WHITE PENIS ROTATION OF MUSICIANS. THAN WHEN i TELL OLD WOMAN JEWISH OR MIXED BLACK AND JEWISH TO GO TO HELL. SHE'S LIKE WELL DAVID BOWIE PROTESTED MTV. I REALLY WANTED TO TRY TO GET HER WITH THE REAL WORLD AND TELL HER WE WERE KIDS AND DIDN'T GIVE A SHIT.

When we were kids we didn't give a shit, move of us weren't glued to the TV OR MTV. We had record players and radios and went to the roller ring where there was also black pussy and black penis rotation. Sigh.

In fact my friend was fat and she used to listen to PRINCE on her record player and make up dances fro her Jazz class. SO WHO BOUGHT THOSE RECORDS IN OLD JEWISH OR MIXED BLACK/JEWISH MISERABLE RACIST QUEEN PUSSY LAND. Kids bought those records, Kids bought Michael Jackson, bought Prince, bought Madonna records, bought Cindy Lauper records, bought Jelly bracelets, bought Jelly flats and bought lace tops to go over their tank tops even though they were flat chested so they just looked funny. So there was no black penis rotation on MTV and we have to analyze the consequences and take it seriously lol, but kids bought their records anyway. So his record sales went through the roof. Who made the most money we don't know Prince or Jewish record producers. Ah, but don't talk about the money. Right?

At the roller rink they used to play all sorts of music and not just white dick music because it was so racist and sexist.

I seriously don't get it.

Deep Thoughts

IF THE SPICE GIRLS WERE POPULAR RIGHT NOW.  KIM KARDASHIANS WOULD BE ICKY SPICE.

I DON'T DATE AND ASSHOLES THAT INTERRUPTED MY LIFE, MY ROMANTIC ENCOUNTERS WERE INTERUPTED BY FAGGOT BOOMER AND GENX MEN......................

Here's the thing about me for the past 16 years I don't do anything. I don't date. I don't work. I don't do anything or have anything. I struggle every day in constant turmoil. So why would other non-American men want to know what dating is like when I don't even know what it's like because men in N-WORLD need their FULL PENIS NEEDS MET ON COMMAND AND THAT MEANS HOMO FAGGOT BABY COCK MEN NEED EVERYTHING. IF I GET EVEN 1 THING THEY GET CONFUSED, SAY THEY ARE STUPID AND THEIR PENIS GETS JEALOUS IF THEY HAVE TO PAY ME A PENNY.

Oh yes, my 1 romantic sexual happy kiss with a 30 year old man my own age their penises got that too. Because their cockworlds need EVERYTHING.  So they interrrupted that stopped me from being happy and doing what I like so they could have full cockworld pleasure, non-stop, all the time.

When I used to live in Mk I was happy, full of energy, full of life, full of zest, and enjoyed that happness and excitement.  THEY ENJOY NON-HAPPINESS AND WELL never mind, whatever makes the safe and comfortable in their dull homosexual cockworld environments. They need everything and everyone pleasing them. Fine but don't hip me up for anything. I am fully depressed BECAUSE OF THEM.

IN MK I WAS LIVING.

oH Yes men played me and instead of paying me when I did the photoshop work for them even a $50 bill they paid other cocks to do it.
THE RUSSIAN GUY PAID BLACK COCK TO HELP HIM. So fuck em.

ITS NOT ONLY MY MOTHER.

THIS PLACE SUCKS.  I CAN'T GET ANYONE TO MAKE A DIRECT ACTION.

When I feel like I am sick and in pain I feel more in touch with myself. Not sure why. It sounds crazy most of the time I feel like I am catering to other people and living outside of myself. Now I care and I am miserable.

But it's not only my mother. I dressed up when I used to live in Mk with my mother because that was what the people did there and maybe even encouraged it. Here everyone is as ugly as shit.

NEW YEARS SUCKED

On top of that I can't even go outside without dealing with my creepy pedophile narcissistic sociopathic uncle following me when I am trying to fry a few pieces of bacon on the stove. If you are that miserable KYS. The world would be better off without him. He's a sick fuck.

He actually sounds like Woody Allen with that sensitive homo pedophile penis whiny voice and even when my Uncle watches TV he sounds like Peewee Herman when he  laughs. Maybe Peewee Herman was another Jew Pedophile in HOllywood. When I am making bacon he comes out panicky like a pedo that gets nervous when he tries to get a young girls pussy; pretty mmuch like Woody Allen. I really wish my oldest uncle hired him in his office this way the homo would have spread cat shit all over his desk when he went apewild.

Not feeling well right now, depressed and going to sleep.

Wish I could be free happy and look good again and have some fun like I used to but I am 45 and my Uncle King Penish men need everything handed to them in life because they gay as fuck homos with no brains in their head. I mean I blame my mother but she's not the only one. 

My mother fought me on getting a fridge and now shes happy. I HATE ALL OF THEM.