My trans friend now turns everything political and you can't argue with him because he isist he is right.
He said Beauty is subjective and I said it's definitive and that's why so many women drool over Ricky Martin, but no woman is drooling over George Lopez. So obviously beauty is real and some races and ethnicities are physically better looking than others.
I can even have a fun happy conversation without something turning into a political nightmare situations.
Before that we were talking about Archie Bunker and how funny he is and goes into that thing that he was funny because they were making fun of him being a racist. It's like the only way I can talk to him is if I have fake thoughts like he has. Maybe Archie Bunker wasn't always a racist or sexist, maybe he was right about some things. Oh yes my favorite is he said "Ted Bundy" from Married with Children" is the type of bigot that would hate immigration and this was after I showed him a funny meme that had ABSOLUTELY NOTHING to do with racism, sexism or bigotry. It's like he has sexist and racist political knee jerk reactions.
Wednesday, July 18, 2018
Sunday, July 15, 2018
NARCISSIST AND THROWING THINGS OUT.
My narcs comes into the room annoyed saying "I am going to throw this makeup mirror and keyboard out. I don't care, if you don't come and get it right now I am throwing it out." I am throwing out this mazarrati. If you don't come out right now and get your maseratti it's going out in the trash because I have no brains in my head and can't stand a mess. Don't care it's taking up too much space.
It's like with narcissist everything agitates and annoys them. Objects agitate and annoy them and I guess they do shit like this to irritate you because they can't act like a normal person so they need to have an attitude and even throw other people stuff out because they are taking charge of something, BUT spill some grape juice on QUEEN SHITS carpet and she's ready to send her 11 year old nephew to the chambers. or whatever.
"If things get in my way I throw them out, I have always been that way."
On top of that it's like everyone where I live repsonds to instant stimuli with no brains in their heads.
They want you to be paranoid and stuck in this constant state of paranoia and fear and worry about them and their moodswings and attitudes.
It's like with narcissist everything agitates and annoys them. Objects agitate and annoy them and I guess they do shit like this to irritate you because they can't act like a normal person so they need to have an attitude and even throw other people stuff out because they are taking charge of something, BUT spill some grape juice on QUEEN SHITS carpet and she's ready to send her 11 year old nephew to the chambers. or whatever.
"If things get in my way I throw them out, I have always been that way."
On top of that it's like everyone where I live repsonds to instant stimuli with no brains in their heads.
They want you to be paranoid and stuck in this constant state of paranoia and fear and worry about them and their moodswings and attitudes.
Friday, July 6, 2018
Personal Life
It's hard for me to relate to people where I live. Either they are uneducated or something or everyone is married or married with kids that that's their complete lifestyle. I was happier living in M==== because the people I lived with were full of life and more importantly I could relate to them..
I haven't had 1 job here and people only hire you in N---------- if you fit in with their married lifestyle and have married co--k between your legs. When I lived in M==== people treated you like a person and it didn't matter if you were single or not. It was what you could learn from a person.
When I moved here I was about 28 desperate and had no job and there was an older Jewish guy that was looking for a wife, but it was his strict choice to not help people and have his secluded lifestyle and when he was younger he was so great that no white pu---y was good enough for him. He has never just helped someone out just to help him or her or them. He like everyone else here is focused on their own greedy needs and wants and I never got that happy elated feeling from being around him or old white men. They are so dumb in N==== there's noting you can even talk to them about.
The last time I had that happy excited elated feeling was when I lived in M--- and I saw a cute guy my own age and felt sexually attracted to him. And sometimes a song reminds me of that cute face or happy feeling or something triggers that happy feeling. Here there are no cute guys or they are boring and have no personality. Or they are ugly like my Phillipino cousin and I am a pretty white girl there for his ugly Phillipino needs because mommy and daddy give him lotso money like the old Jewish guy and they have no brains in their heads and job world be wilds.
I don't see how you can't even relate to someone and than you think you want to screw them or date them, but you don't even interact with them according to strict rules with no brains in your head. Because you are high and mighty. Doesn't make sense.
I haven't had 1 job here and people only hire you in N---------- if you fit in with their married lifestyle and have married co--k between your legs. When I lived in M==== people treated you like a person and it didn't matter if you were single or not. It was what you could learn from a person.
When I moved here I was about 28 desperate and had no job and there was an older Jewish guy that was looking for a wife, but it was his strict choice to not help people and have his secluded lifestyle and when he was younger he was so great that no white pu---y was good enough for him. He has never just helped someone out just to help him or her or them. He like everyone else here is focused on their own greedy needs and wants and I never got that happy elated feeling from being around him or old white men. They are so dumb in N==== there's noting you can even talk to them about.
The last time I had that happy excited elated feeling was when I lived in M--- and I saw a cute guy my own age and felt sexually attracted to him. And sometimes a song reminds me of that cute face or happy feeling or something triggers that happy feeling. Here there are no cute guys or they are boring and have no personality. Or they are ugly like my Phillipino cousin and I am a pretty white girl there for his ugly Phillipino needs because mommy and daddy give him lotso money like the old Jewish guy and they have no brains in their heads and job world be wilds.
I don't see how you can't even relate to someone and than you think you want to screw them or date them, but you don't even interact with them according to strict rules with no brains in your head. Because you are high and mighty. Doesn't make sense.
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