Friday, August 31, 2018
Weird White Women that Adopt Chinese Kids.
When I was a kid I had a strange experience. I mostly grew up in all white areas until I was a teenager. I would get sent away to camp to stay with a family. It was a camp for poor kids. Anyway there was one summer I stayed with this family and there was a blond blue eyed woman and the mother of the family that we stayed with let us know that we were not supposed to see anything to their wierd white women with Chinese kids or one of us was about to say something and she autotically did the shhhhusssh thing where she shut us up because we didn't understand why the f-ck she adopted Chinese kids. We were supposed to ignore it even though it didn't feel right.
Some Black Supremacist AND Some Jewish Supremacist
I don't understand how if you are a white racist you can't write for a normal newspaper, but this black supremacist or racist can.
https://alamedasun.com/news/confronting-racist-symbols-alameda%E2%80%99s-public-spaces
Stuff like this pisses me off because being part Southerner this is part of MY HISTORY and I have never even gotten the chance to go down there and see my history and now they are tearing it up. I don't even know what my grandparent from the South looks like. And than I get slammed and put down by my cousin that's from one of the most open minded liberal states supposedly she says Southerners are bad, but she is somewhat loaded with money and spoiled and would NEVER LIFT A FINGER TO HELP OUT ANYONE ELSE that is not part of her tight nit uppity world.
https://www.sfchronicle.com/news/us/article/Confederate-monuments-to-get-slavery-civil-13176176.php
https://alamedasun.com/news/confronting-racist-symbols-alameda%E2%80%99s-public-spaces
THESE ARE JEWISH SUPREMACIST.
https://www.haaretz.com/us-news/how-is-this-happening-here-california-jews-face-anti-semitism-wave-1.5446039
NAZI SYMBOL OF HATE
This is a Zionist Jewish Star and the person who wears this is a Nazi Zionist.
It is a Jewish star with the word Israel in the middle which is 3 letters backward in Hebrew.
https://www.avianneandco.com/14k-star-of-david-pendant-with-chain.html?gclid=EAIaIQobChMIzfmRj9WY3QIVkI2zCh0SlQFsEAQYGCABEgJ0b_D_BwE
https://alamedasun.com/news/confronting-racist-symbols-alameda%E2%80%99s-public-spaces
Stuff like this pisses me off because being part Southerner this is part of MY HISTORY and I have never even gotten the chance to go down there and see my history and now they are tearing it up. I don't even know what my grandparent from the South looks like. And than I get slammed and put down by my cousin that's from one of the most open minded liberal states supposedly she says Southerners are bad, but she is somewhat loaded with money and spoiled and would NEVER LIFT A FINGER TO HELP OUT ANYONE ELSE that is not part of her tight nit uppity world.
https://www.sfchronicle.com/news/us/article/Confederate-monuments-to-get-slavery-civil-13176176.php
https://alamedasun.com/news/confronting-racist-symbols-alameda%E2%80%99s-public-spaces
THESE ARE JEWISH SUPREMACIST.
https://www.haaretz.com/us-news/how-is-this-happening-here-california-jews-face-anti-semitism-wave-1.5446039
NAZI SYMBOL OF HATE
This is a Zionist Jewish Star and the person who wears this is a Nazi Zionist.
It is a Jewish star with the word Israel in the middle which is 3 letters backward in Hebrew.
https://www.avianneandco.com/14k-star-of-david-pendant-with-chain.html?gclid=EAIaIQobChMIzfmRj9WY3QIVkI2zCh0SlQFsEAQYGCABEgJ0b_D_BwE
Tuesday, August 28, 2018
Narcissistic Musings.
So this trans person went into a rage on Saturday and his mother says I have anger issues and I need help. She refuses to admit there is anything her son.
So she also turns to me in the car and said that if someone throws an empty plastic bottle at you (like those ones with the cheeseballs a man can get a concussion from that and she has heard of this happening before and it's real and true and she knows it. Later when I confront her she gets upset and tells me oh that's over with and starts yelling at me and for bringing it up and trying to tell her it's not true. Like if this was empty and it had no cheeseballs in it and you threw it at them. Than I told her that I through my baby bottle at my father as a 2 or 3 year old and he was fine.
https://jet.com/product/Utz-Cheese-Balls-Barrel-35-Oz/d9b6d4582db948fab9ff91e3883d17b2?jcmp=pla:ggl:jd_cons_win_grocery_a3_neast:grocery_snack_foods_popcorn_puffed_snacks_a3:na:PLA_1433080070_57749793058_pla-498279640752_c:na:na:na:2PLA15&pid=kenshoo_int&c=1433080070&is_retargeting=true&clickid=7897c44d-d57c-4f20-b2c8-521b9a04a69c&kclid=7897c44d-d57c-4f20-b2c8-521b9a04a69c&gclid=EAIaIQobChMI2syZ6N6Q3QIVDF8NCh2oAwfaEAQYASABEgInzvD_BwE
Somehow it still has to be my fault whatever happens.
So she also turns to me in the car and said that if someone throws an empty plastic bottle at you (like those ones with the cheeseballs a man can get a concussion from that and she has heard of this happening before and it's real and true and she knows it. Later when I confront her she gets upset and tells me oh that's over with and starts yelling at me and for bringing it up and trying to tell her it's not true. Like if this was empty and it had no cheeseballs in it and you threw it at them. Than I told her that I through my baby bottle at my father as a 2 or 3 year old and he was fine.
https://jet.com/product/Utz-Cheese-Balls-Barrel-35-Oz/d9b6d4582db948fab9ff91e3883d17b2?jcmp=pla:ggl:jd_cons_win_grocery_a3_neast:grocery_snack_foods_popcorn_puffed_snacks_a3:na:PLA_1433080070_57749793058_pla-498279640752_c:na:na:na:2PLA15&pid=kenshoo_int&c=1433080070&is_retargeting=true&clickid=7897c44d-d57c-4f20-b2c8-521b9a04a69c&kclid=7897c44d-d57c-4f20-b2c8-521b9a04a69c&gclid=EAIaIQobChMI2syZ6N6Q3QIVDF8NCh2oAwfaEAQYASABEgInzvD_BwE
Somehow it still has to be my fault whatever happens.
Sunday, August 26, 2018
Trans and Borderline Personality Disorder
The trans narcissist started in with me yesterday. I put my slippers on his side and he violently storms in and takes a bag and picks them up so he doesn't have to touch them and than puts them on his side.
From there he got hysterical and went ballistic like living with a drunk. I feel like I am constantly on pins and needles and you have to be always afraid when king shit man comes in the room. When this trans narcissist man goes into a hysterical tirade and blames you that is narcissistic. Going into a tirade like this is also what a drunk person does. And afterward I feel like a brick wall hit me and than his mother sides with him and placates him and tells us we were both arguing.
Even when I moved my slippers from his side he kept putting the dirty bag on my side before he went out to meet his butch lesbian friend that overpowers him, abuses him and dumps on him. I don't think it is manic. Although he will be nice to his abusive gay friends take on their problems and than abuse me and treat me like shit.
The trans narcissist started in with me yesterday. I put my slippers on his side and he violently storms in and takes a bag and picks them up so he doesn't have to touch them and than puts them on his side.
From there he got hysterical and went ballistic like living with a drunk. I feel like I am constantly on pins and needles and you have to be always afraid when king shit man comes in the room. When this trans narcissist man goes into a hysterical tirade and blames you that is narcissistic. Going into a tirade like this is also what a drunk person does. And afterward I feel like a brick wall hit me and than his mother sides with him and placates him and tells us we were both arguing.
Borderline Personality Disorder. My back hurt last night so I tried to sit on the floor and when my feet were on his side but nowhere near this Trans Narcissist he actually put bottles of Peroxide near my feet and bottle to claim his dominance and he plays the victim and plays games with people. Wait he shoves bottles near my feet because anything ON HIS SIDE MAKES HIM BE ANGRY IN HIS BRAIN. If I am not here he will do it to somebody else. He did not care how much pain I was in only that I was on his side according to king shit rules with no brains in his head.
He doesn't take any responsiblity for his BPD hysteria and than blames it on you. Hell his mother feels more sorry for the cat. When the cat goes in his cats litter box he gets tyrannical and chases the other cat out of his cats litter box and his mother says he shouldn't do that to the cat, but with me it's okay. It's okay if I have a 102 fever and he screams in a high pitched noise right in my air when I am sick and can barely do anything so I don't feel bad when he gets hurt. Not anymore. He deserves it. Now he is outside telling his mommy how innocent he was..
From there he got hysterical and went ballistic like living with a drunk. I feel like I am constantly on pins and needles and you have to be always afraid when king shit man comes in the room. When this trans narcissist man goes into a hysterical tirade and blames you that is narcissistic. Going into a tirade like this is also what a drunk person does. And afterward I feel like a brick wall hit me and than his mother sides with him and placates him and tells us we were both arguing.
Even when I moved my slippers from his side he kept putting the dirty bag on my side before he went out to meet his butch lesbian friend that overpowers him, abuses him and dumps on him. I don't think it is manic. Although he will be nice to his abusive gay friends take on their problems and than abuse me and treat me like shit.
The trans narcissist started in with me yesterday. I put my slippers on his side and he violently storms in and takes a bag and picks them up so he doesn't have to touch them and than puts them on his side.
From there he got hysterical and went ballistic like living with a drunk. I feel like I am constantly on pins and needles and you have to be always afraid when king shit man comes in the room. When this trans narcissist man goes into a hysterical tirade and blames you that is narcissistic. Going into a tirade like this is also what a drunk person does. And afterward I feel like a brick wall hit me and than his mother sides with him and placates him and tells us we were both arguing.
Borderline Personality Disorder. My back hurt last night so I tried to sit on the floor and when my feet were on his side but nowhere near this Trans Narcissist he actually put bottles of Peroxide near my feet and bottle to claim his dominance and he plays the victim and plays games with people. Wait he shoves bottles near my feet because anything ON HIS SIDE MAKES HIM BE ANGRY IN HIS BRAIN. If I am not here he will do it to somebody else. He did not care how much pain I was in only that I was on his side according to king shit rules with no brains in his head.
He doesn't take any responsiblity for his BPD hysteria and than blames it on you. Hell his mother feels more sorry for the cat. When the cat goes in his cats litter box he gets tyrannical and chases the other cat out of his cats litter box and his mother says he shouldn't do that to the cat, but with me it's okay. It's okay if I have a 102 fever and he screams in a high pitched noise right in my air when I am sick and can barely do anything so I don't feel bad when he gets hurt. Not anymore. He deserves it. Now he is outside telling his mommy how innocent he was..
Saturday, August 25, 2018
NARCISSISM 101
I BOUGHT MY BROTHER A CAKE FOR HIS BIRTHDAY and when my mother let him know about the cake before she lit the candles on the cake????????? and they when I got upset because I was trying to surprised him. She waves her hand like a Narcissist and says he already knew, don't you think he already knew.
The NARCISSIST TRANS PERSON STARTED IN TODAY AND STARTED ABUSING ME. He puts a dirty bag on my coffee cup which is gross and oppressive. He went haywire and when I tried to tell his mother and complain. When I tried to leave the room which is on his side or the door is on his side. He pushes me back, blocks me and gets angry and hostile and yells at me to stay on my side of the room. He has severe borderline personality disorder and I need to get away.
He goes out to do this to his mother than he calms down after awhile and his mother's response is a vague threat "you don't know what's going to happen to the both of you. You are both adults and you are both responsible and the her trans son said he also did nothing wrong." Really that's like an elderly person getting robbed in the store by a violent maniac and me threatening to kick them both out because they are both crazy. It's like his mother can't yell at him or come back at him or reprimand him like a grownup adult woman is supposed to be or do. So she has to say you both did something wrong and you both will pay for it. I try to explain to his mother and she says she is doing something and doesn't have time for this. Unless her trans son goes off on her and than she will complain to me and say you are right when she is hurt and she is the victim.
It's almost like a Narcissist wants you to be attacked and take the blame for being attacked while they are happy that you are being attacked.
I need to get away. I have a plan but I would have to ask for help and my mother's response the last time I did this was "Grandma had it tough. I don't know how she coped with all those kids and going to work. Kids these days don't know." So this is what I have to go through with these aholes.
The best part his mother told this trans fake woman to call domestic violence and get them involved when we are arguing. He has already called domestic violence on me once, he called domestic violence on some trans woman he met that kept texting and stalking him and told him he wasn't a woman and he went bezerk on her I guess. So this one trans fake woman that is my roommate has been calling domestic violence on everyone in his life. It would seem there is something wrong with him. His mother starts threatening me that when we argue she said this trans he person should call domestic violence and let them handle it. What is he or she sick and I thought the same thing and YES THEY ARE SICK.
This trans fake woman has Borderline Personality Disorder. They just have to. They have to always zone in on one person that is pretend attacking them and report them. So than what is the difference between a Schizo and a Narcissist. If Schizos find an enemy everywhere because they are paranoid abuse the victim and than pretend they are the victim and call domestic violence on them. It's like this trans fake woman has to attack someone and than whey they retaliate in some way by let's say cursing them out she pretends she is a victim innocent dove.
The trans narcissist started in with me yesterday. I put my slippers on his side and he violently storms in and takes a bag and picks them up so he doesn't have to touch them and than puts them on his side.
From there he got hysterical and went ballistic like living with a drunk. I feel like I am constantly on pins and needles and you have to be always afraid when king shit man comes in the room. When this trans narcissist man goes into a hysterical tirade and blames you that is narcissistic. Going into a tirade like this is also what a drunk person does. And afterward I feel like a brick wall hit me and than his mother sides with him and placates him and tells us we were both arguing.
The NARCISSIST TRANS PERSON STARTED IN TODAY AND STARTED ABUSING ME. He puts a dirty bag on my coffee cup which is gross and oppressive. He went haywire and when I tried to tell his mother and complain. When I tried to leave the room which is on his side or the door is on his side. He pushes me back, blocks me and gets angry and hostile and yells at me to stay on my side of the room. He has severe borderline personality disorder and I need to get away.
He goes out to do this to his mother than he calms down after awhile and his mother's response is a vague threat "you don't know what's going to happen to the both of you. You are both adults and you are both responsible and the her trans son said he also did nothing wrong." Really that's like an elderly person getting robbed in the store by a violent maniac and me threatening to kick them both out because they are both crazy. It's like his mother can't yell at him or come back at him or reprimand him like a grownup adult woman is supposed to be or do. So she has to say you both did something wrong and you both will pay for it. I try to explain to his mother and she says she is doing something and doesn't have time for this. Unless her trans son goes off on her and than she will complain to me and say you are right when she is hurt and she is the victim.
It's almost like a Narcissist wants you to be attacked and take the blame for being attacked while they are happy that you are being attacked.
I need to get away. I have a plan but I would have to ask for help and my mother's response the last time I did this was "Grandma had it tough. I don't know how she coped with all those kids and going to work. Kids these days don't know." So this is what I have to go through with these aholes.
The best part his mother told this trans fake woman to call domestic violence and get them involved when we are arguing. He has already called domestic violence on me once, he called domestic violence on some trans woman he met that kept texting and stalking him and told him he wasn't a woman and he went bezerk on her I guess. So this one trans fake woman that is my roommate has been calling domestic violence on everyone in his life. It would seem there is something wrong with him. His mother starts threatening me that when we argue she said this trans he person should call domestic violence and let them handle it. What is he or she sick and I thought the same thing and YES THEY ARE SICK.
This trans fake woman has Borderline Personality Disorder. They just have to. They have to always zone in on one person that is pretend attacking them and report them. So than what is the difference between a Schizo and a Narcissist. If Schizos find an enemy everywhere because they are paranoid abuse the victim and than pretend they are the victim and call domestic violence on them. It's like this trans fake woman has to attack someone and than whey they retaliate in some way by let's say cursing them out she pretends she is a victim innocent dove.
The trans narcissist started in with me yesterday. I put my slippers on his side and he violently storms in and takes a bag and picks them up so he doesn't have to touch them and than puts them on his side.
From there he got hysterical and went ballistic like living with a drunk. I feel like I am constantly on pins and needles and you have to be always afraid when king shit man comes in the room. When this trans narcissist man goes into a hysterical tirade and blames you that is narcissistic. Going into a tirade like this is also what a drunk person does. And afterward I feel like a brick wall hit me and than his mother sides with him and placates him and tells us we were both arguing.
Wednesday, August 22, 2018
MEANDERINGS
sometimes I don't know what to do how to solves things I just keep doing things not solving things and feel lost.
Earlier today the gay narcissist had an attitude. Let me explain he ruined my good feeling and made me miserable and than said he is sorry. Let me explain.
I was looking at my old high school in N thinking I was 14 again and got lost in thought I started think about how I hated this place and how much magic I felt when I first moved to F and the whole experience of feeling alive and happy. I pointed at the school and didn't even go there and than he starts in with an attitude and an argument that I went to this high school for the entire year.
I can't even enjoy the simple pleasures in life like waking up to someone I like or love.
So it brought me back to 14 and going to F or started to and I felt happy for awhile with my memory until he started in.
Earlier today the gay narcissist had an attitude. Let me explain he ruined my good feeling and made me miserable and than said he is sorry. Let me explain.
I was looking at my old high school in N thinking I was 14 again and got lost in thought I started think about how I hated this place and how much magic I felt when I first moved to F and the whole experience of feeling alive and happy. I pointed at the school and didn't even go there and than he starts in with an attitude and an argument that I went to this high school for the entire year.
I can't even enjoy the simple pleasures in life like waking up to someone I like or love.
So it brought me back to 14 and going to F or started to and I felt happy for awhile with my memory until he started in.
Sunday, August 19, 2018
MY NARCISSIST AND HIS MOTHER AND OTHER STUPIDITY.
If I drive somewhere and something happens and the narcissist is with me. For instance, the light turns green and there are 2 people (a black woman and white guy) crossing against the light and of course I wait, BUT the moron guy behind me starts constantly blasting his horn like a maniac behind me and I am not supposed to get upset or angry because narcissist are always calm cool and collected even when they are driving everything they do is PERFECT. I WOULD NEVER DO THAT this is something I think narcissist say alot or something similar because they always have to be clean and above everything.
Now for this morning and dealing with the Narcissist and Trans Narcissist. I woke up late well after the trans Narcissist was awake and I went to get my coffee. When I went to go there the trans Narcisssist rushes out to get his coffee huffy puffy with an attitude at the same time I am getting my coffee. He actually stands outside in the living room doing this. When I confront his mother about it. She says she doesn't have time for this. She has to get out of here and doesn't have time for our squabbles(high and mighty). (Also when the trans person abuses her she complains to no end and expects me to listen). I point out to her he was up all morning and never once went to get his coffee and rushed out with an attitude as soon as I got up and got my coffee. Her response is I got to get out of here and the both of you will be left alone. But he has an attitude I say and will leave and won't have to deal with it. And she says NO both of you will have to deal with it. And than his Narcissist mother goes on about threatening me and telling me that me what's going to happen to my other cousin and my 8 year old nephew if something happens to my Uncles. (In other words they will be up shits creek and left out on the street). So when this fake pussy woman is abusing his mother's instant response is to threaten and abuse me. Most people would say this trans person is wrong and tell him to get over himself.
But his trans mother condones bad abusive behavior and threatens the person who is being victimized by it.
But his trans mother condones bad abusive behavior and threatens the person who is being victimized by it.
Monday, August 13, 2018
My Narcissist Aunt
When I was 14 we moved and I am 99% sure 1 of my Naricissist Aunts threw my rag doll out, out of spite and Jealousy from adult women and my family had no problems with it.
When I was having financial troubles I wrote a letter to my Uncle pleading for help and his wife (my Aunt by marriage) took it ripped it up and threw it out in the garbage.
Than when we were visiting our grandmother out of state my uncles wife said we couldn't stay with her because we are broke robbers that might take her sh-t, her precious valuables and bullsh-t fancy thousand dollar rugs.
When I was having financial troubles I wrote a letter to my Uncle pleading for help and his wife (my Aunt by marriage) took it ripped it up and threw it out in the garbage.
Than when we were visiting our grandmother out of state my uncles wife said we couldn't stay with her because we are broke robbers that might take her sh-t, her precious valuables and bullsh-t fancy thousand dollar rugs.
The Trans Narcissist and his Narcissistic Mother
The tranny narc gets emotional now and I just can't handle him and the turmoil in this house.. Anyway in one way I feel sorry for him. He's a man that thinks he is a woman and maybe it was the estrogen, we got into a small argument and than he starts having a breakdown with his mother crying and getting hysterical that he always has to give up everything and he has to give into everyone which is also kind of how I feel. Than his mother comes in and says to the Tranny. Here here's a knife you want to kill yourself go ahead, go ahead, right now and kill yourself. The guy has nothing, nothing at all in life and his own Narcissistic mother is telling him to kill himself and handing him a knife and she has pulled this bullshit his entire life. He's hurting, angry and in pain and she tells him to commit suicide. Here here's a knife kill yourself and commit suicide if that's what you want to do.
And than she will say she got all of this stuff done today and what has he done today.
The TransNarcissist will start placating his mother and telling her that he will be a good boy and has to start doing things and he knows he has being doing nothing all morning while of course she brags that she got so much done. He says to his mother "I know I have to get on the ball with things and start getting things done. I know I have not being doing what I am supposed to do all morning." This is after he had his short episode, but when I mention maybe his mother is a Narcissist he doesn't want to acknowledge it anymore.
And than she will say she got all of this stuff done today and what has he done today.
The TransNarcissist will start placating his mother and telling her that he will be a good boy and has to start doing things and he knows he has being doing nothing all morning while of course she brags that she got so much done. He says to his mother "I know I have to get on the ball with things and start getting things done. I know I have not being doing what I am supposed to do all morning." This is after he had his short episode, but when I mention maybe his mother is a Narcissist he doesn't want to acknowledge it anymore.
Friday, August 10, 2018
NARCISSISTIC PERSONALITY TRAITS
I think they forget things as they get older even the name of famous parks in big cities and they ask you what Bryant Park is.
Also woke up had acid reflux if you spit in the sink at all they get paranoid, push you out of the way and immediately have to clean it up and it doesn't matter how you feel. It's like they are parnoid of getting in trouble. They'll say move out of the way, I got to get in there. and you come back and if you do anything in the sing they complain and get upset with you that they have to clean it out again like it's a hassle and you are a burden.
Sunday, August 5, 2018
MORE TRANS BULLSH-T AND THEY ARE ANGRY AS SHIT
So this trans bullshit. They need someone to control and dictate to. He's hostile and angry all the time. Well at least I got out for a little while yesterday and I was happy.
Saturday, August 4, 2018
Welsh Irish DNA, Culture and Lifestyle
I found these sites on Welsh people and Welsh Things
https://www.gorgeouscottages.com/images-yorkshire-andy-redhead/
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Welsh_cuisine
https://www.gorgeouscottages.com/images-yorkshire-andy-redhead/
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Welsh_cuisine
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