I feel like my life is going nowhere. I have about $35,000.00 in student loans. I have no life of my own. I am homeless-live with my Uncle who is a hoarder and I can't use the kitchen and minimal use of the bathroom so it is more like living in a boarding house. I am confined to one room most of the day if I stay home. This is why I try to get out as much as I can even if I don't have a job interview. I am tired of living like Anne Frank in Amsterdam House. I have no hope for the future and I am constantly afraid of what will happen. I have no family and kids and even if I wanted to get married I don't think I could afford it to support a family.
I am tired and stressed and feel like I don't know what to do anymore to solve or fix anything. Everything seems so screwed up. I am always wondering if I am doing the right thing.
