WHY I HATE MEN-updated

BECAUSE I HAVE TO DEAL WITH HOMOSEXUAL SHITHEADS ALL THE TIME THAT WANT TO TAKE CHARGE AND CONTROL YOU BUT CAN'T GET ANYTHING DONE.

1) THEY HAVE TO STEAL EVERYTHING. I haven't had the happiness of having a crush on someone due to HIGH AND MIGHTY KING SHIT RULES IN N-WORLD. LIKE MY UNCLE THAT HAD A KING SHIT JOB HANDED TO HIM AND THAN NEEDS TO TELL ME WHO TO FUCK AND WHO TO HAVE A CRUSH ON OR TO BY HAPPY WITH AFTER 16 YEARS OF IGNORING ME AND HIS WIFE TEARING UP MY LETTER THAT I SENT TO HIM BEGGING MY UNCLE FOR HELP BECAUSE I WAS IN DISTRESS. ALL OF A SUDDEN THEY THINK I NEED THEIR NEPHEWS UGLY PHILLIPINO COCK CAUSE THEY GOT NO BRAINS IN THEIR HEAD.

1) i AM NOT INTERESTED IN OLD COCK Irish men in the N area. When I first moved to N over 10 years ago not 1 of them including this old fart my mother's age would give me a job. As a Baby Boomer Man He married Venezuelan Pussy where he had alot of money, happiness and freedom in king penis man land and I met him because my 2nd cousin whos 30 married his daughter and her father comes up to me and starts moaning about how lonely he is . Well he had the money handed to him and those were his homo cock choices. At the time he had plenty of white woman to choose from, but maybe he was a cuck and needed woman to chase him. When I moaned about needing a job he felt uncomfortable around me or his Venezualen wife didn't want young sexy white girls around him or he couldn't handle being a MAN and hiring me for a BS job. Maybe he has never had to make a choice in his life and this is my problem somehow.

Than it's depressing living around men and there wants and needs. Like when I feel horny I should be able to masturbate. When men feel like they want to masturbate they just do it and don't need permission from angry king penis men with no brains in their heads. That's why I put up a wall since living in N where I never needed to in M.k In Mk I was a woman or young adult woman and in N men are not adults here so it is like after I have sex they pat me on the head like a little girl and that's not the only thing wrong with this place. Do men only masturbate when woman tell them they can and than they are tired and not feeling sexual so they get frustrated. This is also extremely depressing.
When I am happy I should be allowed to do things that make me happy and men should back off. I should have some of my own privacy wihtout men. How much homosexual pedophile control do they need.

I always feel like pedophiles are watching me and I have no privacy.

2) UGLY PHILLIPINO COUSIN MAN THAT HAS NO BRAINS IN COCK HEAD AND WORKS HARD. HE SAYS "I WORK HARD"

Just too depressed and tired right now.

NARCISSISM AND BULLYING

SO EVERY TIME MY BROTHER HAS A MOOD SWING HE BLAMES ME BY SAYING MY STUFF IS ALL OVER THE FLOOR AND I CAN'T MOVE AROUND AND MY BROTHER WOULD BLOW UP AND HAVE RAGES.

SO BECAUSE MY HOMO UNCLE HATES ME HE THREW EVERYTHING ON MY BED TO PUNISH ME FOR HIMSELF AND MY BROTHER. It's really sick twisted shit. Even my father would never do anything this sick, twisted and fucked up in life. It's like it's because my Homo Uncle Man feels slighted as an angry king penis man with no brain functions in his head. Now it's like all of their hate is turned on me and my brother hasn't complained about my stuff being all over the floor lately even though it kind of still is.
WHAT RIGHT DO EITHER OF THESE FAGGOTS HAVE TO TOUCH MY STUFF OR TELL ME MY STUFF IS ALL OVER THE FLOOR AND IF I DON'T PICK IT UP MY UNCLE-KING PENIS MAN IS GOING TO PUNISH ME.

SO HOMO MAN FINALLY PUNISHES ME FOR MY BROTHER WHICH IS SICK AS FUCK SHIT BY THROWING ALL MY STUFF INCLUDING LIQUIDS ON MY BED GETTING SOAKING WET. BUT HOMO MAN WAS SNEAKY AND DID IT W

I am still angry about this shit and I really, reallly want to fuck them up and get the fuck away from them.

Imaging being such a homosexual faggot that your control and power in life is bending your homo ass over so I can't get around you in the hallway.

I HAVEN'T TRAVELLED, Not Anywhere

I haven't travelled anywhere in the past 16 years except for what other people want and what makes other people happy.

MY MOTHER FRUSTRATES ME AND INHIBITS ME, and my Uncles HOMO Rage.

I am planning to try to buy a place and I finally got my mother to agree to help me out because reality is that I need to get the eff out of here and this place. But my mother thinks I should find a job first. I want my own place and security and I don't want to find a job first, I will be waiting forever. I want to get the f-ck out of here. She can conform to abusers. I literally have nothing.

I need security that if I do find a job I don't have to worry about a maniac homo throwing shit all over my bed.

I think what started it. I went outside and homoman uncle doesn't like to criticize but he gets anally angry and enraged when there is water on the bathroom floor after someone takes a shower and when he tried to blame it on me that my brother slipped on a wet floor and punched a hole in the door. I defended myself and told his ass off and then he became enraged like a fucking monster jackass with his supressed homo rage and I think he has a crush on my sensitive brother. Uncle homoman likes angry sensitive men and defends abusers. After I told him off my I was nervous I came into my room to relax and a few days later he unleashed his homosexual rage on me and destroyed my bed to punish me a woman because he despised real pretty femine women girls. He did this like a coward when I wasn't here. This is why I want out.

My Uncle cleans his room to show off how, clean, pretty and perfect his homo dick is so he can prove himself to his homo friends, homo landlord and the hispanic guy upstairs. You know, I keep my room cleans, I is a king penis man with no brain functions. To make it worse the rest of the house is a total mess.

ABOUT ME

Went to see someone today. And they made a joke comment about the dentist. The thing is I haven't been to a dentist from the time I was 14 until now. So it made me feel bad because I didnt' know how to take it. So this makes me feel bad on multiple levels but people like my Uncle or family completely ignored me and when I asked for help they ignored this in me even though not getting dental work BOTHERED ME so it didn't matter. He and his wife did pay attention to me when they wanted to dump their ugly phillipino Nephew on me than I mattered.

Also my Uncle says he is stupid and he sets me up with his ugly phillipino nephew, but somehow they can say they are stupid and ignore reality, but I can't ignore my reality.

My Experience with Men
Have not had one job, BUT
1) My cousins Puerto Rican family would hire me at their hotel or try to help me out and he's also looking for someone to marry.
2) My uncle can't help me get a job in any way, BUT him and his wife has the nerve to try to set me up with his ugly phillipino nephew because they can't find pretty white pussy for him. And he is another one that had everything done for them.

SO THIS IS RIDICULOUS THE JEWISH ADL THINKS THAT 33/6= IS A RACIST KKK SYMBOL

33/6 is now a racist symbol according to the Homos at the ADL.

https://www.adl.org/education/references/hate-symbols/336

My Mother likes Dangerous Men

My mother likes dangerous abusive men and gives them creedence so they can overpower my brother and I.

I like dangerous situations where I feel some excitement like with activities like bungee jumping where you feel like you are alive, but maybe that's not really danger.

THIS ONE IS GOING TO BE A BIG ONE ABOUT MY SOCIOPATHIC UNCLE

So I am having a hard time lately, live with my Sociopathic Uncle who by the way never went into work and still got paid for it hansomely while sitting on his a$$ and doing drugs. So I have a hard time finding work. Found a job that I worked at yesterday from 5am to 11pm at night. I came home for 1 lunch break and everyone was out of the house, but my Uncle.

He trashed my and my brother's room by throwing everything all over the place. Slammed my $200 vacuum in front of my bed. He took things with dirty water, soap and threw these things on my bed that soaked my bed and threw everything all around me and my brothers room. My bed was all wet and there were bugs flying around the room. He took the garbarge bucket and threw it in my brothers closet on top of his clothes.

And my brother just confronted my mother and she said you have to be careful it's my Uncles apartment and look at what the neighbor just did to his 19 year old daughter. He always kicks her out and they are both addicts. So than my brother says well he is trying to go to school and get his life together what is the 19 year old girl doing meaning that my brother is nothing like the 19 year old girl next door. And my mother keeps going on that My Uncle and this girls 19 year old father (BOTH MALIGNANT SOCIOPATHIC ABUSERS) can do whatever they damn well f--cking please beecause they are paying the rent and own the house/or pay rent. And my brother is like so if someone pays the rent than  that gives them the right to abuse you.

And than it turns to me and how my side of the room is a mess and my brother can't walk on that side of the room. So now it has turned to blaming me for his actions so I have to jump around to try and solve them for angry homo king p-nis man. And figure out what to do with my stuff which by the way my brother and I and all over our belongings are confined to this one room.

And the landlord is like the apartments a mess so your kids have to clean up the place or your kids have to clean up the room. They say nothing to my king pen-s man Uncle.

She wants my brother to now sit down with a maniac that just trashed our room and have a reasonable conversation with him. The word sick doesn't even begin to explain this.

All I can think is revenge. I hope someone beats the shit out of my Uncle, I hope he gets raped up the a$$ till he bleeds out--He actually might like that. Trash his room and his stuff and pour nasty shit all over his bed. I wonder do people have a right to destroy your property even though they pay rent. Also he should go to jail for what my Uncle did to my Aunt when she was 6 and see how tough he is when other inmates find out what he has done because he needs to feel the pain and torture he has caused. I don't think you can even ruin his stuff and hurt him because he is a disgusting homo pig that doesn't value anything.

If Jeffrey Dahmer was my Uncle and cut up someone's body because he couldn't open the door of his nephews room in the right way and there was a tiny vaccum behind the door which caused him to rage and go after people. My mother would say well you have to cater to Jeffrey Dahmer he has a point. You have to talk to Uncle Jeffrey and reason with him and listen to what he has to say.

Towards the end my Oldest Uncle wanted to hire this Uncle I am living with at his company. I would have luved to see this so this Uncle I am living with would trash his brother's company, office and property just to see how my oldest Uncle would react. But when my oldest Uncle offered him a job because they were both old, ugly, relaxed and old fuddy duddies my sociopathic Uncle that I live with turned it down.

My mother likes dangerous men and intense danger, but I am not the danger they are.

On Being Human

Hate the feeling or idea that I have to be or feel guilty of anything that makes me human or even just having anything that makes me human.

TRANS AND BI-POLAR MOOD DISORDER

This trans guy has bi-polar disorder.
His anger is like a maniacal rage and even when he went to the store last night and came back when he comes in and slams the door and comes in the room I have knots in my stomach of fear like when you are dealing with a raging drunk.
Than all of a sudden the next day they are calm.

That's the difference between normal anger and bi-polar anger. With Normal Anger people just get angry and don't instill fear and have others walking around on pin and needles like the bi-polar person is a monster. With bi-polar maniacal rages they want to control the other person and instill fear in them because they are maniacal narcissist that are afraid of everything in the world and everything in life and use this anger to scare other people and control. And than they deal with strangers as if nothing every happened in a calm mannner like that Norman Bates guy. It is completely psychotic.

I can't handle it.

I need to distance myself from these morons

They always want you to be thinking about them and focusing on them and their angry king penis man lands and fearing them. It's got to be hard to have a mind like they have.

YESTERDAY, and MORE TRANS BULLSHIT

I can't cope with Trans penis men anymore or angry king shit men. After trans or real men go on hormonal maniacal rages I feel like a brick wall hit my head and it gives me a migraine for a few days.

It's really too much for me to deal with 2 raging homosexual maniac angry king shit men. And the trans guy gets angry because his cat shit on his slippers so he starts making a face like he wants to destroy the cat or anyone around him and says "Do I smell shit? Do I smell shit? and than he starts moving around really fast and going back and forth and ranting and raving and crying like a lunatic and gettin angry with no brains in his head. All week without the lunatic trans person it was peaceful until Friday. It takes too much emotional energy out of me to deal with them. His mother blames his anger and hysteria on the medication, but it's more than the medication. He is hostile and in complete turmoil and I really can't handle it or him.

When HIS cat shit on his slippers yesterday morning he got really arrogant and smug and tried to blame it on me saying that "I should put the cardboard in door so the feral cat doesn't get in in the middle of the night and attack his cat." So at first I am nice and than I tell him to go fuck himself it's his cat. An he says "Well next time I should let the cat shit in your sneakers." That's how much of a motherfucker he has become since this trans bullshit.

I need my own place, but I was thinking of waiting until I have to renew something else and than trying to ask someone for help to get my own place. Maybe I can find a roommate to help me pay the bills. I was happy until he came back yesterday from classes all weak.

Now I am nervous and angry after dealing with this shithead.

Pissed because his Romantic Evening was ruined.

My Ex-boss was latin. One morning the manager of the store didn't show up to open the store and was a few hours late so we the meager employees had to call the boss and he was pissed because we ruined his romantic evening.  Americans are not like this maybe.

So since men in N had to have everything and ruin my one romantic happy free encounter they can go screw themselves now.

Trans People are constantly depressed, moody as f--ck and on a super high.

So this trans person put me down twice today. I was happy yesterday got out and I was around people that were happy and productive and than I mention an idea to him and he instantly gets negative and depressed and puts it down. It's really hard to be around this sth-t. I can't cope with it.

He wakes up on a high and the instant I say 2 words to him he starts talking really fast about nothing.

It's so hard to be happy and productive around manic depressive morons. I don't want to be around them anymore.

So even when they are not angry and abusing you there is something really off and disturbing about them. They are miserable and want to bring you down.

I just have to run it's too much stress for me.