Baby Boomers and how they destroyed the economy. . . . . .

Where do I start. All of my uncles were given jobs through the mommy and daddy connection so that they don't give a sh-t about anyone else including their own niece getting a job. I had to wait until my Aunt, who is married to an abusive SOB, got me a job because she is the only person I have met in New York City who was willing to do anything. ALL of the men, especially Jewish and Italian baby boomers have the nerve to hit on me someone like me who is half their age, but when it comes to job world they immediately go into doody land and act stupid and retarded.

New York City is the worse when it comes to retards and I blame this on nepotism and affirmative action which has made old fart men oblivious to the concept of NEEDING money for survival purposes.

While I starve at the end of the month my other aunt, and cousins are going around redoing her kitchen. All this while I am living with an Uncle who is mentally unstable and I am locked in a room most of the time because I can't use the rest of the house. My uncle is a hoarder and that is only part of the problem.

I am the 99%

I feel like my life is going nowhere. I have about $35,000.00 in student loans. I have no life of my own. I am homeless-live with my Uncle who is a hoarder and I can't use the kitchen and minimal use of the bathroom so it is more like living in a boarding house. I am confined to one room most of the day if I stay home. This is why I try to get out as much as I can even if I don't have a job interview. I am tired of living like Anne Frank in Amsterdam House. I have no hope for the future and I am constantly afraid of what will happen. I have no family and kids and even if I wanted to get married I don't think I could afford it to support a family.

I am tired and stressed and feel like I don't know what to do anymore to solve or fix anything. Everything seems so screwed up. I am always wondering if I am doing the right thing.