Wednesday, December 19, 2018
IM JUST NOT IN THE MOOD TO LISTEN TO CHRISTMAS MUSIC THIS YEAR.
I am just kind of frustrated have a lot of problems, have no friends and not happy or not in the mood to celebrate Christmas. Maybe once I get out of here I will be happier.
MY BROTHER BREAKS MY SHIT AND MY MOTHER SAYS HE HAS A RIGHT TO................
My mother is a sick twisted bitch.
I wake up to my purple spray bottle broken and my towel hanger broken and my towel on the floor which my angry king shit brother did.
My mothers response.
Where was the towel?
Was it on his side of the room?
I hear "What made king penis man angry, you made king penis man angry."
Than she comes in here wanting to talk to me. and after I try to explain that I WAS SLEEPING AT 5 OR 6AM IN THE MORNING WHEN HE WAS HAVING AN ANGRY HOMO KING SHIT MOODSWING.
Her response you have to work together.
Thats what happened with grandma she came in between your aunt and uncle when they were having fights.
Than I tell her IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THE ROOM BEING A MESS.
AND THE STUPID BITCH SAYS.
ACTUALLY IT DOES.
THE BEST PART IS AS AN OLD WOMAN SHE NEEDS TO GET EVEN SO SHE THROWS OUT MY CARDBOARD CONTAINER IN THE GARBAGE THAT'S NON-RECYCABLE HOPING SHE WILL PISS OFF KING PENISH MAN AKA MY UNCLE
When she plays these games it makes me angry.
Can you imagine what kind of twat would see a woman get raped and blame it on her because she had things on his side of the room that made him get angry.
NOW MY MOTHER EXCUSES EVERYTHING MY GAY ASSHOLE ANGRY KING SHIT MAN BROTHER DOES.
NEXT GOAL I NEED TO GET AWAY FROM THEM AND/or AT LEAST DISTANCE MYSELF.
SHE DOES NOT ACKNOWLEDGE ANYTHING HE DOES WRONG AT ALL.
I wake up to my purple spray bottle broken and my towel hanger broken and my towel on the floor which my angry king shit brother did.
My mothers response.
Where was the towel?
Was it on his side of the room?
I hear "What made king penis man angry, you made king penis man angry."
Than she comes in here wanting to talk to me. and after I try to explain that I WAS SLEEPING AT 5 OR 6AM IN THE MORNING WHEN HE WAS HAVING AN ANGRY HOMO KING SHIT MOODSWING.
Her response you have to work together.
Thats what happened with grandma she came in between your aunt and uncle when they were having fights.
Than I tell her IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THE ROOM BEING A MESS.
AND THE STUPID BITCH SAYS.
ACTUALLY IT DOES.
THE BEST PART IS AS AN OLD WOMAN SHE NEEDS TO GET EVEN SO SHE THROWS OUT MY CARDBOARD CONTAINER IN THE GARBAGE THAT'S NON-RECYCABLE HOPING SHE WILL PISS OFF KING PENISH MAN AKA MY UNCLE
When she plays these games it makes me angry.
Can you imagine what kind of twat would see a woman get raped and blame it on her because she had things on his side of the room that made him get angry.
NOW MY MOTHER EXCUSES EVERYTHING MY GAY ASSHOLE ANGRY KING SHIT MAN BROTHER DOES.
NEXT GOAL I NEED TO GET AWAY FROM THEM AND/or AT LEAST DISTANCE MYSELF.
SHE DOES NOT ACKNOWLEDGE ANYTHING HE DOES WRONG AT ALL.
Tuesday, December 18, 2018
MY HOMO FAG UNCLE
HE WATCHES ME WHEN i MASTURBATE IN THE BATHROOM. I HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO PRIVACY WHATSOEVER. THAN MY MOTHER YESTERDAY ASK ME TO SEE IF UNCLE-------WANTS A DONUT FUCKIN HELLS NO.
i HAVE TO WORRY WHEN HE BRINGS IN THE MAIL BECAUSE HE CAN'T SEE FOR SHIT CLOSE UP AND MAY ACCIDENTLY GIVE MY MAIL TO THE PERSON NEXT DOOR.
USUALLY I LISTEN TO THE PERSON THAT KNOWS WHAT THEY ARE DOING. MAN OR WOMAN IT DOESN'T MATTER. IM AN ADULT I CAN FIGURE THINGS OUT FOR MYSELF AND DEAL WITH PEOPLE DIRECTLY OR IN A DIRECT MANNER.
i HAVE TO WORRY WHEN HE BRINGS IN THE MAIL BECAUSE HE CAN'T SEE FOR SHIT CLOSE UP AND MAY ACCIDENTLY GIVE MY MAIL TO THE PERSON NEXT DOOR.
USUALLY I LISTEN TO THE PERSON THAT KNOWS WHAT THEY ARE DOING. MAN OR WOMAN IT DOESN'T MATTER. IM AN ADULT I CAN FIGURE THINGS OUT FOR MYSELF AND DEAL WITH PEOPLE DIRECTLY OR IN A DIRECT MANNER.
TRANS AND FAKE PUSSY BULLSHIT
It's all fucking fake. So now this Trans Person wants ovaries for Christmas.
Yesterday I told him the heat he uses in the room bothers me.
And he yells at me like a moron "How can the heat bother you."
But it does and gives me a headache. And he said this because I had to be nice and smile to him and ask him if he could turn it off for a little while and he got annoyed at me. And this is someone, another fake pussy woman, that wants to have kid. So I have to pretend about everything with this fake woman. Her ego needs to be stroked and pleased ALL THE TIME. Before as a man she was more normal.
And than he will say "I DON'T SEE HOW MY HEATER CAN CAUSE YOU TO HAVE HEADACHES. HES ANOTHER ANGRY KIND PENISH MAN HOMO WITH NO BRAINS IN HIS HEAD. AND HE IS NOT EVEN NICE ANYMORE. MOST NORMAL PEOPLE WILL SAY OH OKAY THE HEAT GIVES YOU A HEADACHE, THERES NO AIR IN HERE AND IT DRIES OUT THE AIR THAT IS IN HERE SO i CAN UNDERSTAND WHY YOU WOULD GET A MIGRAINE. BUT NOT HIM. HE NEEDS TO GET ANGRY AT PEOPLE WITH NO BRAINS IN HIS HEAD.
How do you fucking argue someone else's body chemistry.
Why I hate my family.
My MOTHER TURNED DOWN MONEY. MY MOTHER TURNED DOWN EVERYTHING AND ALL OF MY FAMILY CALLS AND IS CONCERNED AND ASK HOW SHE IS DOING.
Yesterday I told him the heat he uses in the room bothers me.
And he yells at me like a moron "How can the heat bother you."
But it does and gives me a headache. And he said this because I had to be nice and smile to him and ask him if he could turn it off for a little while and he got annoyed at me. And this is someone, another fake pussy woman, that wants to have kid. So I have to pretend about everything with this fake woman. Her ego needs to be stroked and pleased ALL THE TIME. Before as a man she was more normal.
And than he will say "I DON'T SEE HOW MY HEATER CAN CAUSE YOU TO HAVE HEADACHES. HES ANOTHER ANGRY KIND PENISH MAN HOMO WITH NO BRAINS IN HIS HEAD. AND HE IS NOT EVEN NICE ANYMORE. MOST NORMAL PEOPLE WILL SAY OH OKAY THE HEAT GIVES YOU A HEADACHE, THERES NO AIR IN HERE AND IT DRIES OUT THE AIR THAT IS IN HERE SO i CAN UNDERSTAND WHY YOU WOULD GET A MIGRAINE. BUT NOT HIM. HE NEEDS TO GET ANGRY AT PEOPLE WITH NO BRAINS IN HIS HEAD.
How do you fucking argue someone else's body chemistry.
Why I hate my family.
My MOTHER TURNED DOWN MONEY. MY MOTHER TURNED DOWN EVERYTHING AND ALL OF MY FAMILY CALLS AND IS CONCERNED AND ASK HOW SHE IS DOING.
Wednesday, December 5, 2018
My American Family.
or its like this. My American family. My cousin is nice mentally stable. But Americans are paranoid what if I leave for vacation and my middle age neice steals something. Everyone is out to get them because they are right Americans have big houses and have too much. So we are close on big holidays when I go over there and even if I went there for a few days. But they don't want the responsibility of taking anyone in. If anyone is wondering why white Americans or Americans are like this. I guess it's because there is no real closeness. They only take care of their immediate family spouse and kids and thats it. Taking care of or even just helping someone else out there is a wierdness or it's awkward. I guess it's the extrreme side of selfishness.
Maybe it is like Varg said Americans are even paranoid about losing the useless shit and they only care when there is a reason or purpose.
If I ever left Nworld I have no strong feelings toward anyone and would not really hurt for anyone or miss them if I left here. When I lived in Mk someone made me happy and I hurt when I left him. No not here.
Maybe it is like Varg said Americans are even paranoid about losing the useless shit and they only care when there is a reason or purpose.
If I ever left Nworld I have no strong feelings toward anyone and would not really hurt for anyone or miss them if I left here. When I lived in Mk someone made me happy and I hurt when I left him. No not here.
Saturday, December 1, 2018
NO ONE CAN EVER COMPARE TO WHAT GRANDMA DID, DEAR GOD PLEASE SAVE ME FROM MY MOTHERS INTENSE BULLSHIT
sO MY BROTHERS GETTING REALLY HIGH AND MIGHTY, COCKY AND ARROGANT. I NEED TO GET AWAY FROM THEM. AT THIS POINT I DON'T CARE WHAT THE FUCK HAPPYENS.
I TRY TO BE NICE TO MY BROTHER AND HE TELLS ME "I HAVE A CLIENT TOMORROW I HAVE REAL WORK TO DO."
than I talk to my mother and she says NO ONE CAN EVER, EVER COMPARE TO WHAT YOU GRANDMOTHER HAS DONE. i CANT DO IT ANYMORE ITS TOO MUCH FOR ME. SHES TOO MUCH FOR ME.
MY GRANDMOTHER TOOK A JOB SO SHE HAD MONEY SHE WASNT STRUGGLING FOR 10 CENTS A DAY EVERY MINUTE OF THE DAY WHILE HER OWN MOTHER GAVE AWAY JOBS AND MONEY.
I TRY TO BE NICE TO MY BROTHER AND HE TELLS ME "I HAVE A CLIENT TOMORROW I HAVE REAL WORK TO DO."
than I talk to my mother and she says NO ONE CAN EVER, EVER COMPARE TO WHAT YOU GRANDMOTHER HAS DONE. i CANT DO IT ANYMORE ITS TOO MUCH FOR ME. SHES TOO MUCH FOR ME.
MY GRANDMOTHER TOOK A JOB SO SHE HAD MONEY SHE WASNT STRUGGLING FOR 10 CENTS A DAY EVERY MINUTE OF THE DAY WHILE HER OWN MOTHER GAVE AWAY JOBS AND MONEY.
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