More Trans Bullshit and how they are Narcissistic and Schizo

For me I am codependent and I slip right back into it when they act nice. You can't trust them. My brother has turned into a full blown narcissist and now I am the scapegoat and people say I shouldn't compare, but he acts like Nellie Olsen. He has an attitude after his cat that he's ignoring while he is on social media tries to attack and scratches me so instead of controlling his cat he gets even with me with an attitude and puts a 40 pound weight on the middle of floor and puts his cat dish on my side. Go to tell my mother and she says we both need to talk about it. When I was 13 and had an attitude and mood swing after a while my mother slapped me and that was it. It was done, but now my mother is kissing my brother's ass with his fake hormonal mood swings. And my mother threathens me and tells me if you don't want to work things out(when someone's abusing you). There's the door, there's the door, there's the door. Get the fuck out. She ignores whatever he does. And now he is all smug and high and mighty with his fake homo friends on social media that he fucked with me. And he threw it in my face how my life isn't going anywhere because that is what I told him. Nellie Olsen was sly and knew how to play people that's why my brother reminds me of her. And then after they are done with having their attitude and abusing the living sh---t out of you and causing you problems. They act sly and cold and callus. This is what trans people are really like.

Now he goes outside after playing a sick game and says to me mother. "I wasn't listening because this was all her" in his great homo voice. I don't want to listen to the rest and just focus on what I have to do.

He goes outside to talk to my mother like he is the perfect child sort of like Norman Bates. Now he is sitting outside with mommy like he didn't do anything wrong. When he acts nice I just have to remember these moments and why I need to get away. I know Narcissist do everything to get attention and that is their end goal. Once they get the attention they are craving than they are satisfied.

MORE TRANS CONTROLLING BULLSHIT, IT'S MY SIDE OF THE ROOM and why Trans shouldn't have kids.

I can't even put on my sneakers without a fake woman aka trans putting a 40 pound weight in the middle of the room and blaming attacking me. I just asked him for 5 seconds to put  on my sneakers. And when I ask him to move the 40 pound weight he just says so next time I can push your humidifier the fukc over.

Trans people shouldn't have kids. They want to dominate, control and play games and they are narcissistic little twats that are worse than a 5 year old and they would argue with their little kids that it's their side of the room and than beat the shit out of them. No they are too fukced up to have kids. Let someone else deal with the angry, controlling, abusive moody moron behavior where they are adamant and don't give into anyone.

He or fake she sits doing nothing all day on social media, but they don't want you to do anything either. Even when I said if I get out of here and get my own place he was still blaming me for stuff.

At least my family got to have full shit wiped off their arses and a full pleasure non stop.  At the same time the ones with the most money that never helped anyone don't look to happy.

TRANS AND LGBT BULLSHIT

Trans people are not the nice people they pretend to be.
The other day I was singing a song "I'm not crazy......
And this trans fake pussy man said nastily "Yeah, you are." when I had my headphones on and could barely hear him.
Before that I was singing a song and the words were. "I'm a ladies man" so I sand this and this trans fake pussy man said you are a man now. So this makes me feel bad when a fake pussy man constantly puts you down.
I have to deal with this person right now.
I am not sure if this means that Trans people are a form of Narcissism.
I know their happiness is completely fake and phony.

Baby Boomers and how they destroyed the economy. . . . . .

Where do I start. All of my uncles were given jobs through the mommy and daddy connection so that they don't give a sh-t about anyone else including their own niece getting a job. I had to wait until my Aunt, who is married to an abusive SOB, got me a job because she is the only person I have met in New York City who was willing to do anything. ALL of the men, especially Jewish and Italian baby boomers have the nerve to hit on me someone like me who is half their age, but when it comes to job world they immediately go into doody land and act stupid and retarded.

New York City is the worse when it comes to retards and I blame this on nepotism and affirmative action which has made old fart men oblivious to the concept of NEEDING money for survival purposes.

While I starve at the end of the month my other aunt, and cousins are going around redoing her kitchen. All this while I am living with an Uncle who is mentally unstable and I am locked in a room most of the time because I can't use the rest of the house. My uncle is a hoarder and that is only part of the problem.

I am the 99%

I feel like my life is going nowhere. I have about $35,000.00 in student loans. I have no life of my own. I am homeless-live with my Uncle who is a hoarder and I can't use the kitchen and minimal use of the bathroom so it is more like living in a boarding house. I am confined to one room most of the day if I stay home. This is why I try to get out as much as I can even if I don't have a job interview. I am tired of living like Anne Frank in Amsterdam House. I have no hope for the future and I am constantly afraid of what will happen. I have no family and kids and even if I wanted to get married I don't think I could afford it to support a family.

I am tired and stressed and feel like I don't know what to do anymore to solve or fix anything. Everything seems so screwed up. I am always wondering if I am doing the right thing.

Lately I wish I could go back to when things were simple and I knew what to do. I knew the answers. Now it seems I don't have a clue and no matter what I try nothing works out. I try and try and try but it never seems like it is enough to please you. I am waisting my life trying to do everything for everyone else. I finished what I was supposed to do, but my life isn't moving forward. It used to be so simple, but I am not happy. I am not happy living for everyone else.