Reason why Porno is bad..........................

The reason is that you miss out on a human connection or you miss a human connection so that you are unfilfilled even though it's convenient.

I don't want to think about

I don't want to think about angry king shit men anymore with no brains in their heads and be subjected to their spyschotic anger episodes.

He reminds me of Poes the watchful eye except he watches me to make sure not one thing has dropped on his side of the room even when I'm nowhere near him he tries to start in with me and after I told his mother what he was doing. It's too much stress to deal with people this hard. He stretches his leg out to guard his side of the room when ever I am in there.

She comes out and tells me that she told me to clean the floor and this was my fault.  And than she said when homo tranny man threw a fit we worked out a schedule when he could have the room to ourselves, but I wouldn't cooperate and go along with it and she starts verbally attacking me and when I yell back she says go ahead the neighbor upstairs will call the cops on you. Go ahead and she starts getting in my face and raising her hands saying I wouldn't work with him when their was a shedule for room time.

And than I tell her I want nothing to do with him anymore and she doesn't get it. And I tell her I don't want to be around him anymore and more threats she says there's the door than go ahead and leave. The funny part when her mother was in the hospital and a tranny was a abusing the living shit out of her elderly mother she was going go after him and didn't tolerate shit against her great high and mighty mother.

Oh and than she turns it on me. My side of the room and my stuff makes angry gay tranny king penis man hard and angry and volatile. So she says you know your Uncle had all this stuff in his apartment and after all these years he finally realized grandma was right and he should have cleaned up. MORE LIKE MY MOTHER LIKES THAT MY AUNT AND GRANDMOTHER BEAT HIM DOWN AND BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF HIM. fUCKING CUNT.  AND SHE WANTS MY BROTHER TO DO THAT TO ME AND SLAM ME INTO THE WALL. SHE HAS NO RESPECT FOR ME WHATSOEVER AND I CAN'T TOLERATE HER ANYMORE OR HIM.

LET ME SEE HIM FUCK WITH HIS RETARDED GIRLFRIEND TOMORROW WHEN THE GO TO THE MOVIES. AND TRY TO BULLY HER AND BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF HER. FUCKING ASSHOLE WHACKJOB.

STUFF I FEEL BAD ABOUT AND I AM ASHAMED ABOUT.

So

Narc Tranny Man

I think he maybe on something because he gets really paranoid and starts to accuse me of stuff.
He had a wet band aid wrapper from Curad or some other brand and he said that there was blue liquid on it and asked me if I spilled any blue liquid and I tried to explain to him that the band-aid wrapper got wet and the blue print Logo ink was running because the paper was wet. And he said no and wouldn't believe me. And he said he was just curious thats why and insisted it was some type of blue fluid.

WHEN MY ASSHOLE MORON UNCLE HUMMS AND MEOWS TO CATS IT IRRITATES ME AND ANGERS ME AND TRIGGERS ME.

ZO ITS ANNOYING PASSIVE AGGRESSIVE HOMOMAN BEHAVIOR.  HE DOES IT BEHIND ME LIKE A MISERABLE FUCKING SON OF A HOMOMAN BITCH TRYING TO ANNOY ME.

ALL THE HOSTILITY AND RAGE IS DIRECTED TOWARDS ME...................

ALL OF MY BROTHERS GAY TRANNY HOSTILITY AND RAGE IS DIRECTED TOWARDS ME AND I HAVE TO SIT THERE IN A ROOM WHILE MY MOTHER THREATENS BOTH OF US WITH HER FEARS OF NEIGHBORS AND WHAT MY UNCLE WILL DO TO US.

I BARELY MOVE HIS SUITCASE A LITTLE BIT FROM THE MIDDLE OF THE FLOOR AND HE COMES IN THE ROOM HOSTILE AND GOES INTO A RAGE.

I DON'T KNOW WHAT THEY WANT ME TO DO I AM MOVING ALL OF MY STUFF OUT FOR ANGRY GAY KING SHIT MAN AND THAT IS STILL NOT ENOUGH FOR HIM OR ENOUGH TO PLEASE HIM AND WHILE MY MOTHER IS YELLING AT ME HE PUTS A SICK TWISTED SMILE ON HIS FACE LIKE UHUH IM RIGHT, IM GREAT, IM PERFECT.

This is what my mother said to me "Oh great, now you are arguing with me. You are arguing with both of us. You don't see yourself.
Than she says this to me "It's always everyone else with the problem it's never you that has the problem." Well Im moving all of my stuff out of the room. I have nothing so how much more for fucks sake, jesus christ do you want from me. All of this after she constantly attacks me while my brother is sitting there on the bed happy and delighted that I am being tortured and yelled at because he is getting a rise out of seeing me being hurt.

I do admit it does affect me. I feel like I have to run and can never do enough.

My brother is so toxic and deranged that I don't want to even be around him anymore. He's scary as fuck and because I had my computer in the middle of the floor when he's not there. He threatened me and said I can take and smash up and break your computer next time you do that.

GAY ANGRY KING TRANS PENIS MEN THAT WANT DOMINATION AND FUCK THEMSELVES OVER.

SO THIS IS WHAT THEY ARE REALLY LIKE:

HE PUTS HIS STUFF RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF THE FLAW AND SO I HAVE TO CATER TO GAY TRANS KING SHIT MAN AND PRETEND THAT ITS OKAY. WELL THIS PAST WEEKEND THAT JACKASS TRIPPED OVER HIS OWN STUFF AND SKINNED HIMSELF. AT FIRST I FELT BAD, BUT REALLY DON'T FEEL SORRY. HE GOT WHAT HE DESERVED FOR ABUSING ME AND NOW TODAY HE IS BACK TO HIS SAME OLD WAYS.

I AM NOT ALLOWED TO PUSH HIS STUFF UP AGAINST HIS BED LIKE I DO WITH MY STUFF SO THAT I CAN EVEN PULL SOME STUFF OUT FROM UNDER MY BED TO GET SOMETHING AND HE WATCHES ME VERY CAREFULLY AND THAN TODAY AFTER IM DONE HE PUTS A 10 POUND WEIGHT AND HIS SUITCASE BACK IN THE MIDDLE OF THE FLOOR.

IM NOT EVEN HAPPY HES AN ANGRY NASTY FUCK AND I DON'T EVEN WANT TO DEAL WITH HIM ANYMORE BECAUSE OF HIS NARCISSISTIC DOMINANCE.

THE ONLY ONE THAT CALLED HIS BLUFF WAS MY UNCLE THAT ABUSED MY MOTHER. GAY TRANS KING SHIT MAN PASSED A PLATE OVER ME AT THE DINNER TABLE INSTEAD OF GIVING IT TO ME AND THATS WHEN MY UNCLE TOLD HIS ASS OFF AND HE ALSO DESERVED THAT EVEN THOUGH I DONT CONDONE WHAT MY UNCLE DID

AND MY GRANDMOTHER DIDN'T GIVE TO MUCH LIKE MY MOTHER SAID TODAY. SHE GAVE INTO ANGRY ABUSIVE ASSHOLES SO THAT SHE COULD GET WHAT SHE WANTED AND CONTROL PEOPLE. MY MOTHER EVEN ADMITTED THE OTHER DAY THAT MY GRANDMOTHER WAS A CONTROL FREAK LIKE MY MOTHER.