Monday, August 5, 2019

Narciccist and bi-polar, histrionic.

So I start to turn into my drive way and the cars behind me won't wait they speed around me into on coming trafffic right into 2 trucks. At this point the narcissist starts going bezerk and says let me get out, I am goint to stop them and direct traffic and the narcissist gets very histrionic or bi polar so that when I do turn into the drive way my tire goes up against the side of the curb on the side of the house. So I start yelling at the narcissist and this woulnd't happen if they would get so worked up. And than the Narcissist startss yelling at me "So now you are blaming me", and I tried to explain they made me nervous or I was paying attention to them getting worked up. And the Narcisst yells at me "I wasn't yelling and than starts yelling at me to get out of the car and I'll park the car. Get out of the car. I want to park the car." And they continue to go off the handle while I try to explain to them, but I was so tired I just came in the house.
Honestly I didn't even react to the cars going around me. I just waited until they passed. I only called them idiots for passing me and going around me while 2 fucking trucks were coming inthe other direction, but it's their choice. So when I turned it the Narcissist doesn't take any responsiblity for their overreacion and this is a person that brags about always having their anger under perfect control because they have perfect anger and only get angry in a proper way.
to make matters worse when I parked the car it turns into bribery. Im yelling at her after SHE WAS NICE ENOUGH TO BUY ME POTATO CHIPS FOR $2.50 and this is how I treat her blah blah blah and I get on the defensive and tell her I bought the fridge. I would have stayed and argued, but was too tired for her today. And she the Narcissist starts griping how she doesn't have time for my bullshit.

Monday, July 29, 2019

Reason why Porno is bad..........................

The reason is that you miss out on a human connection or you miss a human connection so that you are unfilfilled even though it's convenient.

Wednesday, July 24, 2019

I don't want to think about

I don't want to think about angry king shit men anymore with no brains in their heads and be subjected to their spyschotic anger episodes.

He reminds me of Poes the watchful eye except he watches me to make sure not one thing has dropped on his side of the room even when I'm nowhere near him he tries to start in with me and after I told his mother what he was doing. It's too much stress to deal with people this hard. He stretches his leg out to guard his side of the room when ever I am in there.

She comes out and tells me that she told me to clean the floor and this was my fault.  And than she said when homo tranny man threw a fit we worked out a schedule when he could have the room to ourselves, but I wouldn't cooperate and go along with it and she starts verbally attacking me and when I yell back she says go ahead the neighbor upstairs will call the cops on you. Go ahead and she starts getting in my face and raising her hands saying I wouldn't work with him when their was a shedule for room time.

And than I tell her I want nothing to do with him anymore and she doesn't get it. And I tell her I don't want to be around him anymore and more threats she says there's the door than go ahead and leave. The funny part when her mother was in the hospital and a tranny was a abusing the living shit out of her elderly mother she was going go after him and didn't tolerate shit against her great high and mighty mother.

Oh and than she turns it on me. My side of the room and my stuff makes angry gay tranny king penis man hard and angry and volatile. So she says you know your Uncle had all this stuff in his apartment and after all these years he finally realized grandma was right and he should have cleaned up. MORE LIKE MY MOTHER LIKES THAT MY AUNT AND GRANDMOTHER BEAT HIM DOWN AND BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF HIM. fUCKING CUNT.  AND SHE WANTS MY BROTHER TO DO THAT TO ME AND SLAM ME INTO THE WALL. SHE HAS NO RESPECT FOR ME WHATSOEVER AND I CAN'T TOLERATE HER ANYMORE OR HIM.

LET ME SEE HIM FUCK WITH HIS RETARDED GIRLFRIEND TOMORROW WHEN THE GO TO THE MOVIES. AND TRY TO BULLY HER AND BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF HER. FUCKING ASSHOLE WHACKJOB.

Wednesday, June 26, 2019

STUFF I FEEL BAD ABOUT AND I AM ASHAMED ABOUT.

So

Narc Tranny Man

I think he maybe on something because he gets really paranoid and starts to accuse me of stuff.
He had a wet band aid wrapper from Curad or some other brand and he said that there was blue liquid on it and asked me if I spilled any blue liquid and I tried to explain to him that the band-aid wrapper got wet and the blue print Logo ink was running because the paper was wet. And he said no and wouldn't believe me. And he said he was just curious thats why and insisted it was some type of blue fluid.

Saturday, June 22, 2019

WHEN MY ASSHOLE MORON UNCLE HUMMS AND MEOWS TO CATS IT IRRITATES ME AND ANGERS ME AND TRIGGERS ME.

ZO ITS ANNOYING PASSIVE AGGRESSIVE HOMOMAN BEHAVIOR.  HE DOES IT BEHIND ME LIKE A MISERABLE FUCKING SON OF A HOMOMAN BITCH TRYING TO ANNOY ME.

Friday, May 24, 2019

ALL THE HOSTILITY AND RAGE IS DIRECTED TOWARDS ME...................

ALL OF MY BROTHERS GAY TRANNY HOSTILITY AND RAGE IS DIRECTED TOWARDS ME AND I HAVE TO SIT THERE IN A ROOM WHILE MY MOTHER THREATENS BOTH OF US WITH HER FEARS OF NEIGHBORS AND WHAT MY UNCLE WILL DO TO US.

I BARELY MOVE HIS SUITCASE A LITTLE BIT FROM THE MIDDLE OF THE FLOOR AND HE COMES IN THE ROOM HOSTILE AND GOES INTO A RAGE.

I DON'T KNOW WHAT THEY WANT ME TO DO I AM MOVING ALL OF MY STUFF OUT FOR ANGRY GAY KING SHIT MAN AND THAT IS STILL NOT ENOUGH FOR HIM OR ENOUGH TO PLEASE HIM AND WHILE MY MOTHER IS YELLING AT ME HE PUTS A SICK TWISTED SMILE ON HIS FACE LIKE UHUH IM RIGHT, IM GREAT, IM PERFECT.

This is what my mother said to me "Oh great, now you are arguing with me. You are arguing with both of us. You don't see yourself.
Than she says this to me "It's always everyone else with the problem it's never you that has the problem." Well Im moving all of my stuff out of the room. I have nothing so how much more for fucks sake, jesus christ do you want from me. All of this after she constantly attacks me while my brother is sitting there on the bed happy and delighted that I am being tortured and yelled at because he is getting a rise out of seeing me being hurt.

I do admit it does affect me. I feel like I have to run and can never do enough.

My brother is so toxic and deranged that I don't want to even be around him anymore. He's scary as fuck and because I had my computer in the middle of the floor when he's not there. He threatened me and said I can take and smash up and break your computer next time you do that.