Don't torture yourself for anyone. NARCISSIST ONLY FEEL SYMPATHY WHEN YOU ARE WEAK, SICK AND REALLY SUFFERING OTHERWISE.

THEY COME OFF LIKE MANIACS.

Can't remember everything I was going to say, but here goes......................
I felt sick which always makes me feel stronger because I come back to priorities and what's important. Things become more clear when I get sick for some reason.
My Narcissist mother came into check on me once or twice.

She likes to form an attachment to weak abusive individuals. Narcissist only feel sympathy when you are sick. Maybe like mauchaussen, My father was a tragic case, but not really abusive. He was weaker than my mother although he was a tough guy and got into fights.

My mother than attached her self to Elfie. He beat the shit out of my brother while my mother knew but he was abused so he needed her help and sympathy she needed to take care of a tragically abused man and why me and my poor brother should understand.

Her ex boss a black man that went through horrendous abuse that she had to take on for him. She has to take on his pain and angquish. It was really awkward, but everything about him was about the pain of the black cock movement and the serious and trauma of it sort of like the uncle I live with now. He could be very hard to relate to. It's why I like working with Cubans it was simple and I was happy and they were more open, friendly and easier to deal with in general..

And now my brother because I live here she wants to force me to take on her pain and anquish. So when he gets a volatile moodswing he accuses me of something like giving the cat the whole can of food and than they gang up on me so she can please him while he is having a maniacal hissy fit and crying like a madman. My mother walks around saying we'll show her the can of cat food and put it back in the can to show her how much cat food she is wasting. He is lucky that I feed his damn fucking cat while he is at school.

Here where I live now. There are alot of abusive dumb men that want to push their abuse on me.
One of my ex was Jewish and older. His father/uncle abused him and he was tragic all the time or most of the time. So he needed someone to take care of him and take on his pain in life absorb his pain for him I guess. But if I asked him to get me a job in his office. He completely ignores me like I didn't or never even asked. Like he couldn't even ask his manager or boss. Alot of Narcissist spoiled abusers here that got whatever they damn well pleased in life.