Saturday, June 20, 2020

NARCISSISTIC PARENTS AND ME

My mother recently said that she can't wait to go back to her senior classes and hang out with her little friends and have alot of fun and it makes me feel bad. She was so happy and she enjoyed it.
What about me. When she was younger she got to go on these romantic dates and dress sexy. And now I have lived in ----- where I am not happy and I don't get to dress sexy or do any of these things as a younger person but because she gets what she wants that's all that counts because she already did her thing. And I feel with all my mother and Uncles were given they could have done more for me and now I am older and it doesn't matter.
I was happy when I sat on a sunny bish wearing my bikini with a flat stomach and that's when I felt sexy and felt good about myself because I FELT that way.

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