The Trans Narcissist and his Narcissistic Mother

The tranny narc gets emotional now and I just can't handle him and the turmoil in this house.. Anyway in one way I feel sorry for him. He's a man that thinks he is a woman and maybe it was the estrogen, we got into a small argument and than he starts having a breakdown with his mother crying and getting hysterical that he always has to give up everything and he has to give into everyone which is also kind of how I feel. Than his mother comes in and says to the Tranny. Here here's a knife you want to kill yourself go ahead, go ahead, right now and kill  yourself. The guy has nothing, nothing at all in life and his own Narcissistic mother is telling him to kill himself and handing him a knife and she has pulled this bullshit his entire life. He's hurting, angry and in pain and she tells him to commit suicide. Here here's a knife kill yourself and commit suicide if that's what you want to do.

And than she will say she got all of this stuff done today and what has he done today.
The TransNarcissist will start placating his mother and telling her that he will be a good boy and has to start doing things and he knows he has being doing nothing all morning while of course she brags that she got so much done. He says to his mother  "I know I have to get on the ball with things and start getting things done. I know I have not being doing what I am supposed to do all morning." This is after he had his short episode, but when I mention maybe his mother is a Narcissist he doesn't want to acknowledge it anymore.

NARCISSISTIC PERSONALITY TRAITS

I think they forget things as they get older even the name of famous parks in big cities and they ask you what Bryant Park is.

Also woke up had acid reflux if you spit in the sink at all they get paranoid, push you out of the way and immediately have to clean it up and it doesn't matter how you feel. It's like they are parnoid of getting in trouble. They'll say move out of the way, I got to get in there. and you come back and if you do anything in the sing they complain and get upset with you that they have to clean it out again like it's a hassle and you are a burden. 

MORE TRANS BULLSH-T AND THEY ARE ANGRY AS SHIT

So this trans bullshit. They need someone to control and dictate to. He's hostile and angry all the time. Well at least I got out for a little while yesterday and I was happy.

Welsh Irish DNA, Culture and Lifestyle

I found these sites on Welsh people and Welsh Things

https://www.gorgeouscottages.com/images-yorkshire-andy-redhead/

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Welsh_cuisine

MORE TRANS BULLSH---T

My trans friend now turns everything political and you can't argue with him because he isist he is right.
He said Beauty is subjective and I said it's definitive and that's why so many women drool over Ricky Martin, but no woman is drooling over George Lopez. So obviously beauty is real and some races and ethnicities are physically better looking than others.
I can even have a fun happy conversation without something turning into a political nightmare situations.

Before that we were talking about Archie Bunker and how funny he is and goes into that thing that he was funny because they were making fun of him being a racist. It's like the only way I can talk to him is if I have fake thoughts like he has. Maybe Archie Bunker wasn't always a racist or sexist, maybe he was right about some things. Oh yes my favorite is he said "Ted Bundy" from Married with Children" is the type of bigot that would hate immigration and this was after I showed him a funny meme that had ABSOLUTELY NOTHING to do with racism, sexism or bigotry. It's like he has sexist and racist political knee jerk reactions.

NARCISSIST AND THROWING THINGS OUT.

My narcs comes into the room annoyed saying "I am going to throw this makeup mirror and keyboard out. I don't care, if you don't come and get it right now I am throwing it out." I am throwing out this mazarrati. If you don't come out right now and get your maseratti it's going out in the trash because I have no brains in my head and can't stand a mess. Don't care it's taking up too much space.

It's like with narcissist everything agitates and annoys them. Objects agitate and annoy them and I guess they do shit like this to irritate you because they can't act like a normal person so they need to have an attitude and even throw other people stuff out because they are taking charge of something, BUT spill some grape juice on QUEEN SHITS carpet and she's ready to send her 11 year old nephew to the chambers. or whatever.

"If things get in my way I throw them out, I have always  been that way."

On top of that it's like everyone where I  live repsonds to instant stimuli with no brains in their heads.

They want you to be paranoid and stuck in this constant state of paranoia and fear and worry about them and their moodswings and attitudes.

Personal Life

It's hard for me to relate to people where I live. Either they are uneducated or something or everyone is married or married with kids that that's their complete lifestyle. I was happier living in M==== because the people I lived with were full of life and more importantly I could relate to them..
I haven't had 1 job here and people only hire you in N---------- if you fit in with their married lifestyle and have married co--k between your legs. When I lived in M==== people treated you like a person and it didn't matter if you were single or not. It was what you could learn from a person.
When I moved here I was about 28 desperate and had no job and there was an older Jewish guy that was looking for a wife, but it was his strict choice to not help people and have his secluded lifestyle and when he was younger he was so great that no white pu---y was good enough for him. He has never just helped someone out just to help him or her or them. He like everyone else here is focused on their own greedy needs and wants and I never got that happy elated feeling from being around him or old white men. They are so dumb in N==== there's noting you can even talk to them about.

The last time I had that happy excited elated feeling was when I lived in M--- and I saw a cute guy my own age and felt sexually attracted to him. And sometimes a song reminds me of that cute face or happy feeling or something triggers that happy feeling. Here there are no cute guys or they are boring and have no personality. Or they are ugly like my Phillipino cousin and I am a pretty white girl there for his ugly Phillipino needs because mommy and daddy give him lotso money like the old Jewish guy and they have no brains in their heads and job world be wilds.

I don't see how you can't even relate to someone and than you think you want to screw them or date them, but you don't even interact with them according to strict rules with no brains in your head. Because you are high and mighty. Doesn't make sense.