Friday, October 19, 2018

POSHMARK AND TOILET BOWLS

GOOGLE:
http://finderskeepers.co/poshmark-tips/

GOOGLE: how to you thank someone on poshmark
https://shepicksuppennies.com/declutter-with-poshmark-minimalism/

GOOGLE:
how to i thank someone for a host pick on poshmark
https://emmalee6003blog.wordpress.com/2016/06/09/inside-the-mind-of-a-poshmark-buyer/


GOOGLE:
how do i unstop a toilet bowl
https://www.artofmanliness.com/articles/how-to-unclog-a-toilet/
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ddWHeXSxHlo

MISCELLANEOUS

When I leave the door his cat almost scratches me at least twice because she sits on the file cabinet wating for food or to scratch someone and she actually hurts you when she scratches and my brother is calling her puppy and telling me he has her and won't do anything. he has the spray bottle aimed at her and she is not moving so I don't want to move past her. and HE SITS THERE ON HIS ASS NOT DOING ANYTHING WHILE HIS CAT IS SITTING THERE WAITING TO DRAW BLOOD AND SCRATCH SOMEONE. HE IS EXACTLY LIKE MY AUNT. GET THE FUCK UP OFF YOUR ASS AND OFF THE IPHONE AND PULL THE CAT BACK. IT'S YOUR FCKING CAT.

This trans guy wakes up distressed screaming all over the place like a lunatic early in the morning and this upsets me. It's very hard to deal with

Monday, October 8, 2018

NARCISSIST NEED TO OVERPOWER OTHER PEOPLE AND OVERPOWER THINGS BECAUSE...........

THEY FEEL SO SMALL INSIDE AND THEY HAVE NO CONTROL OF THEIR OWN LIVES SO THEY TRY TO TAKE CONTROL OF OTHER PEOPLE LIVES AND NARCISSIST TRY TO CONTROL OTHER PEOPLE'S POSSESSIONS SO THAT THEY CAN OVERPOWER THEM AND MAKE THEM FEEL THE SAME WAY THE NARCISSIST FEELS IN LIFE. Like they have a right TO EVERYTHING YOU OWN EVEN YOU.

They are really pathetic when it comes down to it. Because they can't do anything.
When you try to confront them and get angry at them they tell you to get the fuck out of here.

They can't do anything on their own so they are dumbfucks that have to live vicariously through other people.


Sunday, October 7, 2018

DISGUSTED AT MY MOTHER FOR THROWING OUT MY FOOD.

BECAUSE SHE AUTOMATICALLY CLEANS WITH NO BRAINS IN HEAD. I am tired of them walking all over me.
And I have to be nice to this bitch. I try to yell at her. and she tells me that it's her freezer and she can do what she wants with it.
All Narcissist are like this.
She's constantly saying "SHE HAS TO GO DOWNSTAIRS AND START THROWING THINGS OUT."
Well than why doesn't she throw herself out.
All I want to do is get away from them.
My Aunt is the same way.
She has to throw out her nieces stuff. Because they can't take control of their own pussies????? They have no brains in their heads and just take charge by cleaning and throwing things out with no brains in their heads like morons having a knee jerk reaction.

Sometimes I miss when I had a life.

When I was 28 I had a life and used to dress up sexy and go out dancing because that was what I liked doing and I didn't know what was going to happen. Than I moved to the worse place on earth with no job and old fuddy duddy gay Jewish men that want to take care of you cause mommy sucks their cocks for them and gives them money, but they hate sexy women in business because their ugly homosexuals that get afraid of them. It's almost like they anjoy the dead life more than anything in the world. Than it annoys me because he was an ugly old fart that listened to techno to pretend he was hip like if I played in the sand box at 30 to pretend I was 5.
It made me feel good when I used to do this. There isn't anything sexy or alive about N-world anyway and the old fuddy duddies liked it that way.

That little bit of magic.
That's what I needed, wanted, to be happy and that's what made me feel like I was alive.
I never even got to go clubbing or get that out of my system and go through that because angry king penis man homosexual men have to control that part of my life also in high and might dick world.
I don't get anything from men in N-world I am just here for brown men and old Jewish homo fags and there bullshit because they get something from me.. It's like an outside fake happy that I am not connected with.


Nice Painting by Renoir

Pierre-Auguste Renoir (French Impressionist Painter, 1841-1919) A Young Woman 187

Nice painting by Renoir
https://bjws.blogspot.com/2011/02/early-renoir-portraits.html

https://fr.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fichier:Pierre-Auguste_Renoir_-_Portrait_de_l%27actrice_Jeanne_Samary.jpg



Thursday, October 4, 2018

This is ME, MY DILEMNAS, MEN AND LIFE.

When I used to live in MK it's wierd I was free and I think I was more open minded because I didn't have a lot of burden and I didn't have to carry all this weight on my shoulders so I was free and happy to do what I wanted and had more confidence. Now since I have moved to N-world I am shut down. I am paranoid about men asking me to dance or acting wild and crazy around me and just want to go out and have fun and not worry about men. Men even want to control when I masturbate in N-world. I NEED some time and some space of my own to do what makes me happy and what I need to do. In Mk I felt free to have sex with men, but I was happier,  had fun, more confident and more relaxed. Here in N-World I keep my card up. That's it in Mk I was happy go lucky. I think maybe men were more easy going with me and just in general. I felt free in Mk and I don't feel that way here or feel that way anymore in N-world.

On the other hand I am depressed and have no friends here. So no one just to go out to somewhere when I want to go out and not confident to go out alone by myself. And just laugh and have a good time with without pressure, judgements or expectations.

In Mk I didn't care or people didn't care, but people in N-World are HARD!!!! N-World is very closeminded.

WHY I HATE MEN (NEW ONE)
They never let up on you or let up at all in N-WORLD and THEY HAVE TO HAVE EVERYTHING. Example Asshole Man 2:
I did some paintings that were really good that I created at a Happier Stage in MY LIFE when I was able to feel good and do these things and enjoyed creating painting. So angry homo ugly phillipino GenX man has a huge house in N-WORLd. My Uncle gave him a pig penis job at a major company where he make $200,000 dollars a year in king penis man money. Now, when my latina cunt landlord threw my painting THAT I VALUED in the garbage I HAD NO FRIENDS TO HELP ME OUT OR KEEP IT IN THEIR HOUSE. Just to do me a small favor because you fucking can and you can get the fuck up your ass.
So 1 Christmas I was over my other Cousins and ugly Phillipino man starts hitting on me because my cunt aunt needed someone to dump him on. His mommy is no longer here to suck his dick for him. Of course, I wasn't interested so I rejected his advances. As a man you leave someone high and dry with nothing and than start trying to hump pretty white girls or your cousin by marriage. So I am basically trapped in a cage until you need something from someone in your colosally moron world.

On Homeless:
I can see where it has to be hard because not to sound gross but they don't even have the privacy to masturbate or think that way.