When I used to live in MK it's wierd I was free and I think I was more open minded because I didn't have a lot of burden and I didn't have to carry all this weight on my shoulders so I was free and happy to do what I wanted and had more confidence. Now since I have moved to N-world I am shut down. I am paranoid about men asking me to dance or acting wild and crazy around me and just want to go out and have fun and not worry about men. Men even want to control when I masturbate in N-world. I NEED some time and some space of my own to do what makes me happy and what I need to do. In Mk I felt free to have sex with men, but I was happier, had fun, more confident and more relaxed. Here in N-World I keep my card up. That's it in Mk I was happy go lucky. I think maybe men were more easy going with me and just in general. I felt free in Mk and I don't feel that way here or feel that way anymore in N-world.
On the other hand I am depressed and have no friends here. So no one just to go out to somewhere when I want to go out and not confident to go out alone by myself. And just laugh and have a good time with without pressure, judgements or expectations.
In Mk I didn't care or people didn't care, but people in N-World are HARD!!!! N-World is very closeminded.
WHY I HATE MEN (NEW ONE)
They never let up on you or let up at all in N-WORLD and THEY HAVE TO HAVE EVERYTHING. Example Asshole Man 2:
I did some paintings that were really good that I created at a Happier Stage in MY LIFE when I was able to feel good and do these things and enjoyed creating painting. So angry homo ugly phillipino GenX man has a huge house in N-WORLd. My Uncle gave him a pig penis job at a major company where he make $200,000 dollars a year in king penis man money. Now, when my latina cunt landlord threw my painting THAT I VALUED in the garbage I HAD NO FRIENDS TO HELP ME OUT OR KEEP IT IN THEIR HOUSE. Just to do me a small favor because you fucking can and you can get the fuck up your ass.
So 1 Christmas I was over my other Cousins and ugly Phillipino man starts hitting on me because my cunt aunt needed someone to dump him on. His mommy is no longer here to suck his dick for him. Of course, I wasn't interested so I rejected his advances. As a man you leave someone high and dry with nothing and than start trying to hump pretty white girls or your cousin by marriage. So I am basically trapped in a cage until you need something from someone in your colosally moron world.
On Homeless:
I can see where it has to be hard because not to sound gross but they don't even have the privacy to masturbate or think that way.
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