THOUGHTS ON RACIAL DIVERSITY AND MEXICANS WANTING TO TAKE OVER.

I just read something some hispanic or Mexican talking sh-t about Cali that one day they are going to take over Cali. You never hear white people say one day they are going to take over Africa or one day they are going to take over South America. They don't want to or need to go down there and deal with that sh-t. So they want to come here and take over(haahahahaha) and turn this country to sh-t which is why I agree sometimes with the alt-right. Let them have their own white space.

You never even hear white people bragging about taking anyone elses women. Like we are going to take all your Mexican women cause they don't want them. And they are going to breed Natives or Mexicans out of existence so who are the real a--holes and where are these threats coming from.

My mother, throwing things out.

She throws my stuff out and it pisses me off. Because I bought this stuff.
I need my own place where I don't have to worry about having my stuff thrown out.

BABY BOOMER MEN, WHAT PISSES ME OFF

What gets me is that
#1 my 2nd cousins father in law told me he was a lonely and was hitting on me. This pissses me off because he's old enough TO BE MY FATHER. HE had his life, married sexy Argentinian pussy because that was what made him happy when he was younger. Lived a dull boring homo lifestyle and no problems. And I am sure his mind wandered, having happy thoughts when he was younger, but no I don't get that shit. I get what everyone else wants in life. Their wants and needs and oh yes his wife and him were separated when I met him, but this is not my problem. When I 1st moved to N-WORLD and begged for a job he was the typical homo jackass that ignored me.

#2 Ugly shithead phillipino asshole homo man lives a boring dull homo ugly lifestyle. For 16 years while I HAVE BEEN SUFFERING he and my uncle COMPLETELY IGNORE ME. IT'S A TRIO OF RETARDS.

I think why American men are lonely is that they put to much stock into having a woman or they don't have their own thing as all. Or American men think they are great in N-WORLD and aim to high. If you are a 68 old fart loser you should be aiming for 90 year old women at the nursing home. You lived your life did your thing not this is your type.

I am not allowed to have my own happiness or

I just miss the getting out there and the happiness and romance.

Phillipino Ugly Ass Cousin that tried to hit on me. They give nothing and fall in love with themselves.

So I finally thought my Cunt Aunt set him up with me the pretty white girl.

Why didn't my cunt Aunt push her ugly phillipino nephew, who is another miserable cock sucking jackass Son of a Bitch on my other ugly fat white female/cousin by marriage because they both knew each other their entire lives and grew up in N-World in their tight knit fucked up all money community. maybe because they are all narcissist and I am one of the few positive people and both of my cousins by marriage were abused so he needs to get positive emotions from someone meaning me.

I can't even relax.
They want you to be afraid of them.

My other big shit uncle that had a big shit job. Here is what I hate about him and his cunt wife.
He among other men would suck up to her and give her whatever she damn pleases, but I have nothing left to give to these people and his dumb wife is never satisfied and nothing will every be enough for her. So because he pleases her he needs people to please him and dump on but I have nothing for either of them. They have already taken everything they can get from me and whatever they want. The irony is his wife is American and 1/2 Swedish, but I would toss her out with the Mexicans. She acts concerned about Sweden but than in real life she's a cunt.

I would rather have someone nice that treats you right and tries to help you out.

Narcissist Trans Person

Trans person comes home last night crying like a lunatic. He said no one ever acknowledges when he passes a test and cries and should just jump off a bridge last night. I can't handle him because he wants me to jump up and down for him before he gets home. He's in too much turmoil and my Uncle is a manic depressive maniac. It's just really, really depressing and frustrating always being like a punching bag that responds that has to respond to everyone elses emotions because I don't have my own money and my own place. He was a programmer before this.

And now my brother has become really hard or hardened from fighting the system. And he has become hard towards me like I am the scapegoat and I really can't handle it anymore. I want to be somewhat happy. He is locked in his own world either he is angry and pissed and dumping his emotions on me or he is shut down and escaping into his phone world, games or fake gay community.

My mother is working for my other uncle sacrificing herself and she is miserable. As soon as I get up she is on about how "after this she is going out and enjoying herself"

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