ALL THE HOSTILITY AND RAGE IS DIRECTED TOWARDS ME...................

ALL OF MY BROTHERS GAY TRANNY HOSTILITY AND RAGE IS DIRECTED TOWARDS ME AND I HAVE TO SIT THERE IN A ROOM WHILE MY MOTHER THREATENS BOTH OF US WITH HER FEARS OF NEIGHBORS AND WHAT MY UNCLE WILL DO TO US.

I BARELY MOVE HIS SUITCASE A LITTLE BIT FROM THE MIDDLE OF THE FLOOR AND HE COMES IN THE ROOM HOSTILE AND GOES INTO A RAGE.

I DON'T KNOW WHAT THEY WANT ME TO DO I AM MOVING ALL OF MY STUFF OUT FOR ANGRY GAY KING SHIT MAN AND THAT IS STILL NOT ENOUGH FOR HIM OR ENOUGH TO PLEASE HIM AND WHILE MY MOTHER IS YELLING AT ME HE PUTS A SICK TWISTED SMILE ON HIS FACE LIKE UHUH IM RIGHT, IM GREAT, IM PERFECT.

This is what my mother said to me "Oh great, now you are arguing with me. You are arguing with both of us. You don't see yourself.
Than she says this to me "It's always everyone else with the problem it's never you that has the problem." Well Im moving all of my stuff out of the room. I have nothing so how much more for fucks sake, jesus christ do you want from me. All of this after she constantly attacks me while my brother is sitting there on the bed happy and delighted that I am being tortured and yelled at because he is getting a rise out of seeing me being hurt.

I do admit it does affect me. I feel like I have to run and can never do enough.

My brother is so toxic and deranged that I don't want to even be around him anymore. He's scary as fuck and because I had my computer in the middle of the floor when he's not there. He threatened me and said I can take and smash up and break your computer next time you do that.

GAY ANGRY KING TRANS PENIS MEN THAT WANT DOMINATION AND FUCK THEMSELVES OVER.

SO THIS IS WHAT THEY ARE REALLY LIKE:

HE PUTS HIS STUFF RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF THE FLAW AND SO I HAVE TO CATER TO GAY TRANS KING SHIT MAN AND PRETEND THAT ITS OKAY. WELL THIS PAST WEEKEND THAT JACKASS TRIPPED OVER HIS OWN STUFF AND SKINNED HIMSELF. AT FIRST I FELT BAD, BUT REALLY DON'T FEEL SORRY. HE GOT WHAT HE DESERVED FOR ABUSING ME AND NOW TODAY HE IS BACK TO HIS SAME OLD WAYS.

I AM NOT ALLOWED TO PUSH HIS STUFF UP AGAINST HIS BED LIKE I DO WITH MY STUFF SO THAT I CAN EVEN PULL SOME STUFF OUT FROM UNDER MY BED TO GET SOMETHING AND HE WATCHES ME VERY CAREFULLY AND THAN TODAY AFTER IM DONE HE PUTS A 10 POUND WEIGHT AND HIS SUITCASE BACK IN THE MIDDLE OF THE FLOOR.

IM NOT EVEN HAPPY HES AN ANGRY NASTY FUCK AND I DON'T EVEN WANT TO DEAL WITH HIM ANYMORE BECAUSE OF HIS NARCISSISTIC DOMINANCE.

THE ONLY ONE THAT CALLED HIS BLUFF WAS MY UNCLE THAT ABUSED MY MOTHER. GAY TRANS KING SHIT MAN PASSED A PLATE OVER ME AT THE DINNER TABLE INSTEAD OF GIVING IT TO ME AND THATS WHEN MY UNCLE TOLD HIS ASS OFF AND HE ALSO DESERVED THAT EVEN THOUGH I DONT CONDONE WHAT MY UNCLE DID

AND MY GRANDMOTHER DIDN'T GIVE TO MUCH LIKE MY MOTHER SAID TODAY. SHE GAVE INTO ANGRY ABUSIVE ASSHOLES SO THAT SHE COULD GET WHAT SHE WANTED AND CONTROL PEOPLE. MY MOTHER EVEN ADMITTED THE OTHER DAY THAT MY GRANDMOTHER WAS A CONTROL FREAK LIKE MY MOTHER.

hahaha DENMARKIANS ARE NOT FEMINIST THEY ARE NORMAL

https://www.theguardian.com/lifeandstyle/2019/may/10/and-the-least-feminist-nation-in-the-world-is-denmark?utm_source=pocket-newtab

UH OH MAYBE THEY ARE NOT NORMAL

They are 2nd when they don't mind wolf whistling after NIGERIA. That stuff is annoying and pisses you off.

ACTUALLY MAYBE THEY ARE NORMAL.

MORE GAY RETARDATIOIN AND STUPIDITY AND BARILLA PASTA

https://www.bloomberg.com/news/features/2019-05-07/barilla-pasta-s-turnaround-from-homophobia-to-national-pride

THE FUCKING SUFFERING OF GAY PEOPLE BEING INSULTED BY SPAGHETTI. IMAGINE THAT CUNT CHRISSY TEIGEN SAYING SHE WANTS GAY PORN SEX IN A BATHTUB FILLED WITH NATIVE AMERICAN ART. FUCKING DUMBASS CUNT THAT NEEDS TO FEEL GOOD ABOUT HER UGLY BROWN ASS.

Enjoying your life and doing what's right for you is not evil or selfish.

With me it's my mother and now maybe my brother. My mother goes around early in the morning saying she has to go through things and throw out her stuff before it rains. She gets very hyper, neorotic and paranoid over nothing. Later I go to give her the mail and she says "What the fuck do you want? Are you ready? I was doing something?" and than she tells me I have an attitude. My only option until I can go LOCO or Low Contact is to train myself to not deal with them except for when it's extremely necessary. And every fight is a challenge. She yellls at me "I only think about myself" and than I say NO, that's you. and my mothers like "Damn straight that's me from now on." So after she accuses me of being selfish and evil she goes on how she has a right to be that way. Doesn't make sense. I don't really think they have the ability to think about anyone else. Even when I am being nice to them I get attitude and they don't even admit they were nasty. One thing I noticed with my mother and Aunt they don't like a clutter or things near them or around them. If you babysit my Aunts cat and buy some food and offer to leave new ketchup or unopened soda at her place. She will throw it out. They automatically know everything like my mother and Uncle. "I know the cats don't like your cat food because it's dry I know they won't eat it and so they just get rid of it."

My Mother, Narcissism, Woe is me, Tragedy and Violent Outburst!

So last week I turned to into my drive way to close. It's a very small drive way and hard turn into you literally have to make a 90 degree angle turn. So I was out of it and tired and I came to close to poles on the side of the house and I broke the mirror a little on the edge.

As soon as I did this my mother went into a woe is me dilemna. My mother:

"I don't know what's going to happen now. How are we gonna get it fixed. How can I afford it. Its going to cost alot of money. I am going to have to sell everything I own and give up everything I own to pay for it."
Me: I try to calm her down. It will be okay. Well is it going to cost a million dollars.
My mother: "Well maybe. We're going to have to figure this one out."
I had PMS so I was already feeling bad and depressed and breaking the mirror made me feel more down and when I tried to stop her and her tragic melodrama trying to make me feel bad all of a sudden she screams.
GET OUT!!!! GET OUT OF THE CAR!!!! IM DRIVING!!!! I'M GOING TO PARK THE CAR!!! IF YOU CAN'T DRIVE THE CAR I'LL DRIVE THE CAR! GET OUT NOW! I'M PARKING THE CAR! BECAUSE YOU CAN'T DRIVE!!! YOU CAN'T PARK!!

Oh yes, almost forgot. I tried to stop her before she yelled saying I'll find a way to pay for it. It's going to be okay and nothing was good enough. She was getting on my nerves so I brought up how she hit the car last year while backing up and brushed the car on the side of the building and I never gave her this much hell for what she did. She said "That's different this is going to cost alot of money. It's not cheap."

HOW DO WE ATTRACT SOMEONE IF YOU HAVE TO DRESS UGLY............................

This is athleisure, but how are you supposed to attract someone by dressing ugly.