So I get upset and angry because my mother is touching my stuff and my mother insults me by saying she doesn't know what the fukc I am on lately which hurts me. But my brother is a perfect angel. There's something with her my mother that no one can get upset at you or you make them think they are crazy. It's all her, it's all her problem. She needs to lie about me to make herself look good and the same thing with my brother. It's like a little cult. Those are my mother's flying monkeys and her circus. They don't respond to logic.
It hurts when your mother is doing this to you and you don't get the approval of your mother. But, I guess she is now doing to me what she did to W-my brother when her ex boyfriend beat him as a kid and she made him think he was crazy now she is trying to hurt me and do the same things to me to hurt me like I don't know what's wrong with you lately.
The only way you can get sympathy from a narcissist is if you are weak which plays into the whole mauchausen syndrome because Narcissist love to be the savior maybe that's why being a savior gives them a sense of omnipotent power. I don't think you can ever be well adjusted or better off than they are.
They are egolomaniacs or megolomaniacs and immediately attack you and attack your character.
This is my book that I will write while I am stuck here. If I get out and get my own place than it's fine. I won't have anything to write about anymore and I will be happy.
Just want to get away from them.
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