My trans friend now turns everything political and you can't argue with him because he isist he is right.
He said Beauty is subjective and I said it's definitive and that's why so many women drool over Ricky Martin, but no woman is drooling over George Lopez. So obviously beauty is real and some races and ethnicities are physically better looking than others.
I can even have a fun happy conversation without something turning into a political nightmare situations.
Before that we were talking about Archie Bunker and how funny he is and goes into that thing that he was funny because they were making fun of him being a racist. It's like the only way I can talk to him is if I have fake thoughts like he has. Maybe Archie Bunker wasn't always a racist or sexist, maybe he was right about some things. Oh yes my favorite is he said "Ted Bundy" from Married with Children" is the type of bigot that would hate immigration and this was after I showed him a funny meme that had ABSOLUTELY NOTHING to do with racism, sexism or bigotry. It's like he has sexist and racist political knee jerk reactions.
Wednesday, July 18, 2018
Sunday, July 15, 2018
NARCISSIST AND THROWING THINGS OUT.
My narcs comes into the room annoyed saying "I am going to throw this makeup mirror and keyboard out. I don't care, if you don't come and get it right now I am throwing it out." I am throwing out this mazarrati. If you don't come out right now and get your maseratti it's going out in the trash because I have no brains in my head and can't stand a mess. Don't care it's taking up too much space.
It's like with narcissist everything agitates and annoys them. Objects agitate and annoy them and I guess they do shit like this to irritate you because they can't act like a normal person so they need to have an attitude and even throw other people stuff out because they are taking charge of something, BUT spill some grape juice on QUEEN SHITS carpet and she's ready to send her 11 year old nephew to the chambers. or whatever.
"If things get in my way I throw them out, I have always been that way."
On top of that it's like everyone where I live repsonds to instant stimuli with no brains in their heads.
They want you to be paranoid and stuck in this constant state of paranoia and fear and worry about them and their moodswings and attitudes.
It's like with narcissist everything agitates and annoys them. Objects agitate and annoy them and I guess they do shit like this to irritate you because they can't act like a normal person so they need to have an attitude and even throw other people stuff out because they are taking charge of something, BUT spill some grape juice on QUEEN SHITS carpet and she's ready to send her 11 year old nephew to the chambers. or whatever.
"If things get in my way I throw them out, I have always been that way."
On top of that it's like everyone where I live repsonds to instant stimuli with no brains in their heads.
They want you to be paranoid and stuck in this constant state of paranoia and fear and worry about them and their moodswings and attitudes.
Friday, July 6, 2018
Personal Life
It's hard for me to relate to people where I live. Either they are uneducated or something or everyone is married or married with kids that that's their complete lifestyle. I was happier living in M==== because the people I lived with were full of life and more importantly I could relate to them..
I haven't had 1 job here and people only hire you in N---------- if you fit in with their married lifestyle and have married co--k between your legs. When I lived in M==== people treated you like a person and it didn't matter if you were single or not. It was what you could learn from a person.
When I moved here I was about 28 desperate and had no job and there was an older Jewish guy that was looking for a wife, but it was his strict choice to not help people and have his secluded lifestyle and when he was younger he was so great that no white pu---y was good enough for him. He has never just helped someone out just to help him or her or them. He like everyone else here is focused on their own greedy needs and wants and I never got that happy elated feeling from being around him or old white men. They are so dumb in N==== there's noting you can even talk to them about.
The last time I had that happy excited elated feeling was when I lived in M--- and I saw a cute guy my own age and felt sexually attracted to him. And sometimes a song reminds me of that cute face or happy feeling or something triggers that happy feeling. Here there are no cute guys or they are boring and have no personality. Or they are ugly like my Phillipino cousin and I am a pretty white girl there for his ugly Phillipino needs because mommy and daddy give him lotso money like the old Jewish guy and they have no brains in their heads and job world be wilds.
I don't see how you can't even relate to someone and than you think you want to screw them or date them, but you don't even interact with them according to strict rules with no brains in your head. Because you are high and mighty. Doesn't make sense.
I haven't had 1 job here and people only hire you in N---------- if you fit in with their married lifestyle and have married co--k between your legs. When I lived in M==== people treated you like a person and it didn't matter if you were single or not. It was what you could learn from a person.
When I moved here I was about 28 desperate and had no job and there was an older Jewish guy that was looking for a wife, but it was his strict choice to not help people and have his secluded lifestyle and when he was younger he was so great that no white pu---y was good enough for him. He has never just helped someone out just to help him or her or them. He like everyone else here is focused on their own greedy needs and wants and I never got that happy elated feeling from being around him or old white men. They are so dumb in N==== there's noting you can even talk to them about.
The last time I had that happy excited elated feeling was when I lived in M--- and I saw a cute guy my own age and felt sexually attracted to him. And sometimes a song reminds me of that cute face or happy feeling or something triggers that happy feeling. Here there are no cute guys or they are boring and have no personality. Or they are ugly like my Phillipino cousin and I am a pretty white girl there for his ugly Phillipino needs because mommy and daddy give him lotso money like the old Jewish guy and they have no brains in their heads and job world be wilds.
I don't see how you can't even relate to someone and than you think you want to screw them or date them, but you don't even interact with them according to strict rules with no brains in your head. Because you are high and mighty. Doesn't make sense.
Wednesday, June 27, 2018
WHAT PISSES ME OFF?
I mentioned I can't be myself anymore where I live and I don't think people. So I don't think they get it.
When my cousin, an old Jewish guy, my Aunt tells me my shirt looks sexy it doesnt make me feel alive or do anything for me. People ask me why I can't be myself here and I am phony most of the time. In Miami I was who I was and didn't care, but I don't have that here.
It's also partially no one here dressy sexy or attractive so it would be wierd for me to. I think I saw one East Asian girl on the bus dress sexy and than I had 1 woman that was helping me out and dressed sexy and attractive and I also got this happy feminine vibe off of her like I used to with people in Miami. When I dressed up in Miami I was also happy and responding to them or their culture. There's no reason for me to dress up here and men have gotten angry at me when I was 30 for being sexy. And I was younger and happy in Miami I had a reason to do this, get dressed up and go out dancing. Why would I even think about that here. I am not happy here. What for ugly phillipino men that get lotso money handed to them with no brains in their heads.
I am not happy around them. I don't get along with people here.
Than they cater to people like my old fart uncle that is a whiny old homo man that gets anal retentive and has to tell you that a berry dropped on the floor of the kitchen and would you please pick it up when you see it because it gives him upset feelings like a librarian man.
Saturday, June 2, 2018
MY BROTHER THAT NARCISSIST
Got out yesterday was feeling good about myself, was happy. Woke up happy because my brother wasn't here. I want to be happy again. I want to get away from them. I was happy and the SOB ruined my happiness.
Spoke to him on the phone and everything was fine and than he says in his gay snobbish fake pussy voice he instantly puts me down and says I was always faster and better at roller skating/rollerblading than you because I am so great as a fake pussy women with no brains in my head. He also said because he is better because he has stronger wrist and ankles and you need stronger wrist and ankles to rollerblade/skate better and he has always had stronger wrist and ankles than me. Because he is so much higher than me. My brother is hard, like a block wall. It makes me feel miserable and I was happy yesterday. Got out and I was feeling good about myself.
It makes me angry and upsets me when he does this because there's no way for me to deal with another angry king penis man with no brains in their heads.
I tell my mother and she's like why do you let it bother you. Why does it bother me what is she an idiot unless you are not alive than of course it pisses you off when my low life brother puts me down and needs to feel like he has a superiorer cockus head with no brains in head.
Fake pussy men are not happy they are the most miserable assholes in the world.
Congratulations! You ruined me day homo. Now I am miserable and focused on angry king penis men with no brains in their heads.
And this is a day angry king penis man is supposed to be out today having fun and meeting someone. instant put down with no brains in my head.
Spoke to him on the phone and everything was fine and than he says in his gay snobbish fake pussy voice he instantly puts me down and says I was always faster and better at roller skating/rollerblading than you because I am so great as a fake pussy women with no brains in my head. He also said because he is better because he has stronger wrist and ankles and you need stronger wrist and ankles to rollerblade/skate better and he has always had stronger wrist and ankles than me. Because he is so much higher than me. My brother is hard, like a block wall. It makes me feel miserable and I was happy yesterday. Got out and I was feeling good about myself.
It makes me angry and upsets me when he does this because there's no way for me to deal with another angry king penis man with no brains in their heads.
I tell my mother and she's like why do you let it bother you. Why does it bother me what is she an idiot unless you are not alive than of course it pisses you off when my low life brother puts me down and needs to feel like he has a superiorer cockus head with no brains in head.
Fake pussy men are not happy they are the most miserable assholes in the world.
Congratulations! You ruined me day homo. Now I am miserable and focused on angry king penis men with no brains in their heads.
And this is a day angry king penis man is supposed to be out today having fun and meeting someone. instant put down with no brains in my head.
Saturday, May 26, 2018
NARCISSIST
So my mother wants to do something and I am supposed to jump right than and there. I tell her I am hot and she waves her hand in a superior motion and said everyone has moodswings.
What is wrong with me telling her I am hot. Is that a moodswing when it is 90-100 degree and you don't have an air conditioner or fan on indoors. Because she caters to my moody angry uncle she wants me to cater to her.
More like he's moody and she wants to blame me which kind of makes me angry.
What is wrong with me telling her I am hot. Is that a moodswing when it is 90-100 degree and you don't have an air conditioner or fan on indoors. Because she caters to my moody angry uncle she wants me to cater to her.
More like he's moody and she wants to blame me which kind of makes me angry.
Sunday, May 20, 2018
Passive Aggressive Homosexuality in Uncle.
I guess Narcissist are also angry king penis men with no brains in their heads that need to displace their homosexual angery. Let me explain. I live with tons of them all over.
My Uncles angry and has no brain functions. I am sitting with my back to the wall and he's angrily using a leaf blower now to blow leafs that aren't there and than he turns it up really loud and bangs it against the wall. (he wants to make other people nervous and angry with no brains in their heads). So he bangs it against the wall of course it upsets me; he's a grown 60 something year old faggot homo man. As a boomer he stayed home from work all the time. He never goes out he's terrified of people except for his two homo friend that he supports with his full paycheck(he has no intercourse with these 2 men) so they abuse someone and he needs to abuse someone else with his angry passive aggressive homo moron mentality. Was happy yesterday and yes it upsets me. But it's weird it's like he's trying to scare someone because he's an angry dominant homo or make someone shaky and angry because that's how he feels and it works somewhat until I sit somewhere else. I guess he needs attention. Now that I moved from where I was sitting homo man stopped using the leaf blower isn't that pathetic. Homo man started again. He's the only one that can be a dominant angry king penis man boss.
It's weird it's like he's angry and afraid of poking me, but he needs to do it for a king pensi man challenge and attention.
This is why I hate my older uncles; not once did they tell their younger brother you have to get up off your ass and go into work. Not once did my older uncles tell their grown ass brothers ass off with their famous silent generation slogan - "You want to eat, you got to work."
It's like when he tries to poke me into responding it's wierd he is afraid to do it because I feel both fear and anger coming off of him. I guess this is what narcissist do to feel alive.
They want someone to yell at them like kids? to get into an angry homo king shit argument.
My Uncles angry and has no brain functions. I am sitting with my back to the wall and he's angrily using a leaf blower now to blow leafs that aren't there and than he turns it up really loud and bangs it against the wall. (he wants to make other people nervous and angry with no brains in their heads). So he bangs it against the wall of course it upsets me; he's a grown 60 something year old faggot homo man. As a boomer he stayed home from work all the time. He never goes out he's terrified of people except for his two homo friend that he supports with his full paycheck(he has no intercourse with these 2 men) so they abuse someone and he needs to abuse someone else with his angry passive aggressive homo moron mentality. Was happy yesterday and yes it upsets me. But it's weird it's like he's trying to scare someone because he's an angry dominant homo or make someone shaky and angry because that's how he feels and it works somewhat until I sit somewhere else. I guess he needs attention. Now that I moved from where I was sitting homo man stopped using the leaf blower isn't that pathetic. Homo man started again. He's the only one that can be a dominant angry king penis man boss.
It's weird it's like he's angry and afraid of poking me, but he needs to do it for a king pensi man challenge and attention.
This is why I hate my older uncles; not once did they tell their younger brother you have to get up off your ass and go into work. Not once did my older uncles tell their grown ass brothers ass off with their famous silent generation slogan - "You want to eat, you got to work."
It's like when he tries to poke me into responding it's wierd he is afraid to do it because I feel both fear and anger coming off of him. I guess this is what narcissist do to feel alive.
They want someone to yell at them like kids? to get into an angry homo king shit argument.
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