Mom
When I was a kid she kept me home from school at times even though I wanted to go like a normal person and it didn't feel right to me. And she would ask me what I wanted to do and if I wanted to stay home to try to coax me into it at times when I was happy going into class. Maybe it was more for her. It was something I didn't want to do.
In grade school I was a pushover and some adopted white girl borrowed my cross and never returned it and I never told my mother because she would blame it on me. Because the adopted girl stole the gold cross my Jewish grandmother gave to me for my communion.
Me too I feel like I have had to be that way because narcissist do nothing but cause problems even though my mother is always saying she gets things done. Not the important things and not the things that need to get done to live your life and be happy and than she puts my back up agains a wall like what am I doing to fix my life.
I also live in a extremely narcissistic area. And alot of people wave their hands around snapping their fingers and taking charge with no brains in head, but when it comes to actually doing something that is important and needs fixing they are weak, useless and sit on their rear like morons and their minds go blanks. My Uncle actually said he is stupid, but had tons of money to do whatever they damn well please and TAKE CHARGE OF YOUR BELONGINGS by getting rid of them. Really why not take charge of your own stuff.
Butt when someone asks me to come down from the high and ask a question on my own king dick men get confused.
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