Saturday, November 24, 2018

NARCISSIST MOTHER AND NARCISSIST TRANS MAN AGITATED AND NOT SETTLED

Had to run out and do chores today and my mother is a nervous wreck and irritable. The are her words.

"She doesn't like to go out when its raining. She doesn't like to go out at night time." She gripes about every last and little thing. Everything is a hassle.
She hates immigration which I understand, but than when I ask why my Uncle that had a big shit job couldn't help me out or my brother by getting us a job her response is. "I don't want to hear it. I don't want to argue."

He didn't WANT to move his ass. I'll tell her it's not all the immigrants. My uncles and fire liutenant and gay king shit Jewish narcissistic men had the ABILITY to get the fuck up their asses and help me out, BUT THEY DID NOTHING BUT FOCUS ON THEIR OWN EGOS WANTS AND NEEDS ALL THE TIME AND STILL DO. They live a dull cock boring lifestyle where nothing matters unless they get a erection they they jump up like jack in the box or react to stimuli. They can't even throw 1 or 2 of their customers my way so that I could get experience for a job.

Now the trans person blames me for everything. I just want to be happy and be away from them. The trans guy is like a lunatic moving around with no brains in head constantly. And now some bitch that is his supposed friend is happy that he cut his dick off because she is safe. You see she was also raped by her brother and all men even weak men are out to get her and she wants to get revenge on them. I can't handle him. He blames me and says his cat gets agitated because I snap. "I know honey she drives you crazy and snaps." And than when I tell trans man he is angry he denies it and swards he perfect and happy, but than has these wild moodswings.

He yells and screams and rants when he gets up in the morning and is filled with anger and turmoil and his cat goes crazy running under my bed to hide. But he is perfect and has an excuse for all his actions so it must be somebody elses fault. The ttrans man gets angry nervous and jumpity all the time like he is always turned on, always hiked up on energy.

I miss J she was the only real normal person I ever got to talk to here. I got along with her the best.  She was the most real person I had to deal with here. One Jewish woman said why don't I marry an old fart Irish guy when I complained that he was hitting on me.

It's like complete misery here and this is my happiness. Well at least I had peace and quiet for 1 day.

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