MY THOUGHTS ABOUT AMERICANS, and YES I THINK ABOUT THE PAST, IT WAS BETTER FOR ME, mmmkay.

I think it's wierd how one of the biggest cities in the world is non-sexual or anti-sexual.

In mk I used to lie on the beach in my bikini looking good because I was a young person enjoying myself. And of course I enjoyed the attention of young guys my own age. I could feel sexual and think sexual and it wasn't a big brouhaha or big deal.  I was able to show myself off. Than I moved to N-World and I was robbed of that by grown ass old men that try to act like cute little boys wanted to take care of someone because they have lotso money. Boooooorrrrriiinnnnnnnnngggggggggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Now you would think that one of the biggest cities in the world is liberal and progressive when actually it's not it's hard and it's dirty and nasty.

AMERICANS AND SEXUALITY OR WHATEVER

EXAMPLE #1, NUMERO UNO
Some young white American guy was naked and posted a photo of his backside online in front of a waterfall and was arrogant and said it's for all the uptight Americans etc, etc, etc. You can be naked and still be a cold non feeling person. Theres nothing sensual about it. It doesn't mean you felt good about yourself when you posted your naked ass online to show off that you are that 1 rare open minded American. It doesn't make a difference. It's how you feel about yourself. Europeans don't flash themselves to show off how advanced they are by showing a naked body to the world.  When I wore a bikini I felt good about myself when I was younger and liked doing this for attention and appreciation or because I liked my body and got to do this for a little while and it was fun. Or because young guys my own age noticed me and they were full of life. I did not post it or post myself in a bikini online because I was angry and wanted to show people down for being close minded Americans. I am not really sure if 'Mericans get the difference and this is were leftist retards fail. I wore a bikini because I enjoyed doing it and people appreciate youth in Mk. They don't do that in N-WORLD.  In N-World they appreciate old ugly abusive men and angry retards and surround themselves with this and give them whatever they want.

Now I am so detached and removed from that life that I don't do that anymore.

You can post your naked body online and still not enjoy doing it.

They don't get it. Not sure if I do.
Example: They are embarrassed by themselves because they are not used to showing themselves off in a big open minded city. haha

They hate youth, life and energy, but love old abusive angry drunk men and that's what they invest their money in N-WORLD. They are afraid of youth and hate youth, but than they want it.

I just want laughter and to be happy again.